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I think it's something you're fully capable of.
I'm not even going to say I don't think you wouldn't have. I know that was a difficult time for you, and grief wears many masks — of which anger can be one. It isn't necessarily rational, and it wouldn't be fair of me to impose a choice on you that you might not have been even able to make.
But I do think that if you'd followed through with it, you would have regretted it the rest of your life.
I'm glad that outcome isn't something you had to carry.
I'm not even going to say I don't think you wouldn't have. I know that was a difficult time for you, and grief wears many masks — of which anger can be one. It isn't necessarily rational, and it wouldn't be fair of me to impose a choice on you that you might not have been even able to make.
But I do think that if you'd followed through with it, you would have regretted it the rest of your life.
I'm glad that outcome isn't something you had to carry.
[He's there to embrace Cy, pulling the man down on top of him with care to ensure they don't disrupt the nest.]
Fine. I finished turning them all. [He tilts his head up, trying to find Cy's mouth with his own. Hello, kisses please? You made him wait forever?] I missed you.
Fine. I finished turning them all. [He tilts his head up, trying to find Cy's mouth with his own. Hello, kisses please? You made him wait forever?] I missed you.
（ he straddles sasuke's hips easily, kissing him soundly before he straightens up to look down at him with nothing else so much as love. then he reaches for the bag and pulls one of the onigiri out of it, unwrapping it with a deft flick of his wrist so he can hold it near enough that sasuke can take a bite. ）
I missed you too.
（ there's a playful little roll of his hips, suggestive without expectation. ）
You okay?
I missed you too.
（ there's a playful little roll of his hips, suggestive without expectation. ）
You okay?
Yes. That subject... I got a little into my own head while we were discussing it. But I feel all right now.
[It's remarkable how much Cy's presence improves his mood. Once that might have made him feel uneasy, but right now he simply lifts his chin to take a bite, obedient to the gentle hand-feeding. His jaw works to chew thoroughly before he swallows.]
My onigiri is better.
[It's remarkable how much Cy's presence improves his mood. Once that might have made him feel uneasy, but right now he simply lifts his chin to take a bite, obedient to the gentle hand-feeding. His jaw works to chew thoroughly before he swallows.]
My onigiri is better.
I thought that might be the case. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to really get into it that deeply while being away from you.
（ his free hand strokes down sasuke's chest, palm settling flat over his belly. ）
It absolutely is. But this will work in a pinch if I want you to keep your energy up so we can get all frisky.
（ his free hand strokes down sasuke's chest, palm settling flat over his belly. ）
It absolutely is. But this will work in a pinch if I want you to keep your energy up so we can get all frisky.
After you eat your lunch like a good boy.
（ he pets him, hand drifting downward, finding sasuke's cock with an idle stroke that gently pulls the foreskin down. ）
I want you to fuck me next to our eggs. （ it's his turn to take a bite of the onigiri, before pressing the rest into sasuke's hand. ） Get all filthy about knocking me up for a change. You game?
（ he pets him, hand drifting downward, finding sasuke's cock with an idle stroke that gently pulls the foreskin down. ）
I want you to fuck me next to our eggs. （ it's his turn to take a bite of the onigiri, before pressing the rest into sasuke's hand. ） Get all filthy about knocking me up for a change. You game?
[His gaze snaps onto Cy, focus sharpened with keen interest — arousal is a flame quick to spark, grinding into the tease of Cy's hand on his cock.]
When you say it like that, how could I refuse?
[Time to eat this onigiri as fast as possible without choking on rice.]
Hm... I've never had sex with a woman. But if I did, I'd want it to be you.
When you say it like that, how could I refuse?
[Time to eat this onigiri as fast as possible without choking on rice.]
Hm... I've never had sex with a woman. But if I did, I'd want it to be you.
( he laughs a little, mindful not to interrupt sasuke while he's scarfing down the food. then: )
I still wouldn't be a woman. Just borrowing the anatomy for a spell.
( then, thoughtfully — )
We could do it in genjutsu, if you wanted the 'real' thing.
( airquote life!! )
I still wouldn't be a woman. Just borrowing the anatomy for a spell.
( then, thoughtfully — )
We could do it in genjutsu, if you wanted the 'real' thing.
( airquote life!! )
Sorry. I mean that I've never had sex with... someone with female anatomy.
[Nailed it(?).]
Would you want to? It's a physical change.
[From what Cy has told him, and what he recalls of that experience with animalistic features, it isn't necessarily good for Cy.]
[Nailed it(?).]
Would you want to? It's a physical change.
[From what Cy has told him, and what he recalls of that experience with animalistic features, it isn't necessarily good for Cy.]
Good boy.
（ the praise is warm, punctuated with an affectionate little nudge. ）
I think I could stand it if it was done as an act of service for someone I love. Chosen willingly, not — imposed on me. I'd be down to try, at least. If it's not great for my brain, we could tap out of the genjutsu with no harm done, yeah?
（ the praise is warm, punctuated with an affectionate little nudge. ）
I think I could stand it if it was done as an act of service for someone I love. Chosen willingly, not — imposed on me. I'd be down to try, at least. If it's not great for my brain, we could tap out of the genjutsu with no harm done, yeah?
Yes. At least in genjutsu, you'll be able to sense that it's an illusion. It won't feel real in the same way. And it can end at any time. We might not have the same control otherwise.
[Finishing off his food, he licks his thumb to clean a speck of sticky rice, eyes still fastened onto Cy with full attention.]
You can also decide how you'll appear. I don't want to make that decision for you.
[Finishing off his food, he licks his thumb to clean a speck of sticky rice, eyes still fastened onto Cy with full attention.]
You can also decide how you'll appear. I don't want to make that decision for you.
No, no, let's crowdsource. I mean, I'm fully planning on being the same height and approximate build, but —
（ the reassurance is cute, though. 🥺🥺🥺 and earns sasuke a playful kiss to the bridge of his nose before cy continues: ）
I gotta know about the titties. Are we talkin' like, modest handful or big ol' melons?
（ why does he ever talk. ）
（ the reassurance is cute, though. 🥺🥺🥺 and earns sasuke a playful kiss to the bridge of his nose before cy continues: ）
I gotta know about the titties. Are we talkin' like, modest handful or big ol' melons?
（ why does he ever talk. ）
Yeah, but it's not about what I like. What do you think you'd enjoy?
（ he takes sasuke's hand, shoving it beneath his shirt with his palm sealed to the back of sasuke's hand — nudging him up to that approximate region of his chest, hand cupped in imitation of holding a breast. he varies the pose of their hands, from a more closed palm to one more open, representative of different sizes. ）
I love the tits on you, they're so fucking perfect — remind me to titfuck you again sometime, yeah? — but I want to make sure you'll be interested in the form I use, too.
（ he takes sasuke's hand, shoving it beneath his shirt with his palm sealed to the back of sasuke's hand — nudging him up to that approximate region of his chest, hand cupped in imitation of holding a breast. he varies the pose of their hands, from a more closed palm to one more open, representative of different sizes. ）
I love the tits on you, they're so fucking perfect — remind me to titfuck you again sometime, yeah? — but I want to make sure you'll be interested in the form I use, too.
That's not something to worry about. I'll enjoy anything if it's you.
[How distracting. His palm molds itself over Cy's pectoral, feeling definition under smooth skin, the brief rub of a nipple against his callused fingers.]
I don't know. I like... the feeling of muscle. And I like being able to hold it.
[A squeeze, denting Cy's skin with the pressure of his grip.]
[How distracting. His palm molds itself over Cy's pectoral, feeling definition under smooth skin, the brief rub of a nipple against his callused fingers.]
I don't know. I like... the feeling of muscle. And I like being able to hold it.
[A squeeze, denting Cy's skin with the pressure of his grip.]
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