[It is expected that Cy would offer him an out. Everything he's done so far has demonstrated the same kindness, the same careful consideration for Sasuke's autonomy and feelings, even when it causes difficulty. Or especially when. It is behavior that has been entirely, wholly selfless—to a point that now blooms with new concern.

Is this a history Cy has shared with all of those forgotten others? His past lovers, friends, companions over countless years? If Cy is selfless to guard him from it, then perhaps he is selfish to want to hear it, to make him say it again. But the offer is there; Cy wouldn't make it unless he was willing.

He hasn't denied Sasuke anything so far, which is frightening enough on its own. So rather than think his thoughts—he tries to speak them aloud.]

I've been hurt, and sad, and sorry. [He knows pain. He's already carrying the burden of his own life to his grave.] I can't deny that it will have an impact, but to me it's worth the cost.

I want to know everything about you.