（ he doesn't deny it. there's nothing to deny — he's made peace with his own feelings. having a safe outlet for all the damning things that live under the skin of him was necessary to survival. discipline holds the line in him he cannot cross. ）
I don't like that those feelings live in me. But denying them just — made it worse. So, control's the better option. Safe, sane, consensual. I don't have to be only what I was made.
（ his free hand lifts and brushes at sasuke's cheek, smudging his thumb against the hollow beneath the bone. ）
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（ he doesn't deny it. there's nothing to deny — he's made peace with his own feelings. having a safe outlet for all the damning things that live under the skin of him was necessary to survival. discipline holds the line in him he cannot cross. ）
I don't like that those feelings live in me. But denying them just — made it worse. So, control's the better option. Safe, sane, consensual. I don't have to be only what I was made.
（ his free hand lifts and brushes at sasuke's cheek, smudging his thumb against the hollow beneath the bone. ）
Is there anything else you want to know?