[Distraction sluices into his mind the longer that Cy is above him, as warm fingers stroke his cheek in yet another showing of affection in sharp deviation from their bleak talk. Yet to Sasuke, it doesn't feel strange either, because he's learning that these dark annals of history between them are not to be hidden, to be ashamed. The way Cy speaks so openly about himself and what he has done is frightening, but it is also hypnotic. Like a spiral shellβanother curve always out of sight. He doesn't know if he can do the same, but he hopes so, some day.
It's a little too easy. Cy leans down, nudges in against the side of his head, whispers low enough for only his ear. Sasuke feels his body respond, too desperate, attraction for this man carved inside of him too deeply by now. He doesn't reach or try anything to coax more physical contact between them; he just... breathes out hard in awareness of their proximity. The slightest squirm, as if conscious of the way the fabric of his sweater is trapped against the ground.
The tomato bursts in acidic flavor when he bites into it, swallowing to speak.]
I've thought about it. [Constantly, an obsessive note plucked in his mind since he was first laid out on Cy's bed and this fantasy planted.] Whenever it happens, I want to do that with you. I want you to fuck me.
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Date: 2024-01-20 06:04 am (UTC)It's a little too easy. Cy leans down, nudges in against the side of his head, whispers low enough for only his ear. Sasuke feels his body respond, too desperate, attraction for this man carved inside of him too deeply by now. He doesn't reach or try anything to coax more physical contact between them; he just... breathes out hard in awareness of their proximity. The slightest squirm, as if conscious of the way the fabric of his sweater is trapped against the ground.
The tomato bursts in acidic flavor when he bites into it, swallowing to speak.]
I've thought about it. [Constantly, an obsessive note plucked in his mind since he was first laid out on Cy's bed and this fantasy planted.] Whenever it happens, I want to do that with you. I want you to fuck me.