It can be. Doesn't mean I don't enjoy it （ admitting that isn't as hard as it used to be. but coming to terms with something awful and ugly that lives in you is — a process. ） or want it if and when you do.
（ he tips his head into sasuke's hand, giving him a fond little smile. because that's the kicker, isn't it? he'd never suggest it with someone who wasn't receptive, and he'd never try it with someone whose only driving factor was pleasing him rather than an earnest enjoyment of their own.
but sasuke — their preferences align along similar, shattering lines. and he won't make sasuke feel badly for what he wants when cy is driven by the same sorts of things. ）
Besides, you'll look after me. That's the whole point.
（ he slaps sasuke's thigh, just enough to sting. ）
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（ he tips his head into sasuke's hand, giving him a fond little smile. because that's the kicker, isn't it? he'd never suggest it with someone who wasn't receptive, and he'd never try it with someone whose only driving factor was pleasing him rather than an earnest enjoyment of their own.
but sasuke — their preferences align along similar, shattering lines. and he won't make sasuke feel badly for what he wants when cy is driven by the same sorts of things. ）
Besides, you'll look after me. That's the whole point.
（ he slaps sasuke's thigh, just enough to sting. ）
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