It doesn't work like that. You're not the one controlling the illusion.
[There's amusement on his face, a fond smile bringing color and lightness to someone who shows it so rarely. He lets that hand pull him down into a sprawl on the futon.]
If I chose, I could just... [and with a calculated movement, he rolls on top of Cy,] have you naked and ready to take me in the span of a moment. But it's not what I want. I'd rather undress you, then prepare you myself.
[His tone is low, soft — less seductive than it is basking in the intimacy of this allowance. Not submission, but an act of service, clearing all of the darker shadows from this place of hallowed ground, creating love in what once was a grave. Cy is unbearably handsome to him on the white bedding in a slant of warm summer sunlight; he bends down to steal another kiss, then sits upright and begins divesting Cy of his clothes.]
Reach under your pillow.
[There's a little curve to his lips — like a child that thinks they've done something clever in the playing of a prank — because Cy will uncover a bottle of lubricant.]
no subject
[There's amusement on his face, a fond smile bringing color and lightness to someone who shows it so rarely. He lets that hand pull him down into a sprawl on the futon.]
If I chose, I could just... [and with a calculated movement, he rolls on top of Cy,] have you naked and ready to take me in the span of a moment. But it's not what I want. I'd rather undress you, then prepare you myself.
[His tone is low, soft — less seductive than it is basking in the intimacy of this allowance. Not submission, but an act of service, clearing all of the darker shadows from this place of hallowed ground, creating love in what once was a grave. Cy is unbearably handsome to him on the white bedding in a slant of warm summer sunlight; he bends down to steal another kiss, then sits upright and begins divesting Cy of his clothes.]
Reach under your pillow.
[There's a little curve to his lips — like a child that thinks they've done something clever in the playing of a prank — because Cy will uncover a bottle of lubricant.]