[The way it might actually be effective to be dommed into self-love...]
Sorry. [The apology is reactive. He is trying — but habits are not changed overnight.] I wasn't thinking when I spoke.
[A bit chastised, though soothed by the kiss that leaves him unable to look anywhere but at Cy's mouth. When he swallows, he can feel where Cy's finger is wedged between his throat and the collar, and he leans slightly away, testing the resistance where he's held.]
I don't want to imagine any version of myself that isn't with you.
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Sorry. [The apology is reactive. He is trying — but habits are not changed overnight.] I wasn't thinking when I spoke.
[A bit chastised, though soothed by the kiss that leaves him unable to look anywhere but at Cy's mouth. When he swallows, he can feel where Cy's finger is wedged between his throat and the collar, and he leans slightly away, testing the resistance where he's held.]
I don't want to imagine any version of myself that isn't with you.