It goes both ways. I'm lucky to have you as well.

[Eyes closed, leaning contentedly into the kisses. He can't quite find the words in that moment to describe everything Cy has done for him in turn — so, in some way, he hopes this gesture conveys it.]

I know these aren't the best circumstances, but as long as we're here, I want to be with you. I want to be married to you. [He leans, bumping his forehead against Cy's.] We'll take care of each other.