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Date: 2024-07-06 08:04 am (UTC)
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[It is a position they've assumed enough times in the past that it feels familiar to Sasuke now, yet his heart races a little faster when he's tucked close, when he feels the shape of Cy's cock against his hip telling of that mutual arousal. There's an exhilaration for having caused it — the part of himself in pursuit of approval as much as pain, wanting as much as Cy will give, wanting to be the receptable for Cy's pleasure until all lines between them smear and blur. Until all he can feel and taste and see and hear is Cy, Cy, Cy.

Fingers restrict the collar around his throat so that when he swallows it becomes tight, difficult, eyelids squeezing against the starry pain of that first strike. It falls bright and livid across his skin, a lingering burn intensified by the rub of the man's palm.]


Un. [Then, with each snap of the crop across his body, the French stumbles out of his mouth —] Deux. Trois.

[Numbers are easy. There is almost a logic to it, the lyrical fall of the foreign language from his mouth in such a regimented way, even as it calls the implement down against his skin in another red line.]

Date: 2024-07-06 05:34 pm (UTC)
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[He braces, but it is not enough for the sensation that floods his system when the crop falls across his balls — pain like a living thing, electric through every nerve-end, fraying him to shreds in that gentle flick. He jerks bodily, loosing a ruined cry that he is unable to halt with either teeth or tongue though he tries a hard swallow at the end of it, muffled over that vocalization of effective pain. Cy's voice, in its normal tenor and drawl, washes over him like cool water and he doesn't hesitate to obey even when it seems impossible not to twist and thrash away from the warm palm cradled over stinging, sensitive balls.

Breathing hard through his nose, calm eventually begins to creep back in with the effort of discipline — until the man says what he says next. Cy steps easily back into that role, and he attempts to do the same, muscles so rigid they begin to cramp. His voice is a hoarse protest.]


That won't work.

[Surely this is obvious. He is not a woman, and he cannot bear children. But it also isn't a denial — that yes, the Sharingan passes genetically through matrilineal descent.]

You're insane.

[A harsher criticism, half-gasped breath when the crop drags over the furrow of his ass and probes at his hole with leather warmed by his own skin. It will find Sasuke's body still firm and resistant, unwilling to yield to intrusion.]

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Date: 2024-07-06 07:34 pm (UTC)
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[The combination of that shushing murmur and the sudden, blunt penetration of the crop — Sasuke cannot help the way his back curves, reactive to the ache as unyielding leather drags at sensitive skin, ass stretched to take the handle into his hole without mercy. There's not enough lube to make it an easy slide, so he feels every hard inch of the object as it's forced further, deeper. His jaw throbs in his effort to keep his mouth shut, head down, blood flushed into his face to make cheeks bright pink and overly warm compared to the room's temperature.

He has found this sort of physical pain — sexual pain — is unlike any sort of agony brought by battle. Though his threshold to bear what Cy metes out is high, there's an intimacy to the nature of this practice that sensitizes him, combined with his own tendency to let down his guard with Cy in particular, so he's gasping before that order to take a breath even comes. He feels raw with the debasement of being fucked on the handle of a riding crop, like a plaything, a toy to sit pretty on someone's lap with no choice but to simply take it until it's over.

An obedient inhale follows because he knows better than to disobey in that moment. And then there's no air at all, ears popping for the sudden shift in pressure, a pocket of lack around his head that causes him to be too-aware of the frantic drum of his own pulse. Muscles are rigid, holding himself in the compromising position until the strain becomes too much — and he feels the dull drag of the handle push as deep as his body can permit, not enough pressure on his prostate but still making his cock drool precome in a humiliating mess between his legs, staining Cy's slacks.

He fights, of course. What else would a man in his state do? His body thrashes, trying to get his knees out from beneath Cy's heavy leg, using his right hand to grab the arm of the chair in an attempt to pivot his weight, to roll off and onto the ground, even if it means he might land directly on the cruel humbler encasing his balls.]

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Date: 2024-07-06 11:46 pm (UTC)
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[He goes to the floor, dull impact enough to drive a breathless grunt out of his throat that soon turns gasping, suffocating on the lack of air — until his head is yanked up by the roots and he can breathe again, oxygen filtering through the crush of a knee on his back. The violence of that handling is precise, exact. It makes him aware of Cy's indomitable strength in every place where he is touched, in every word that reaches his ears from a cool, merciless voice, changed to match the imperial stature of a warlord more than ordinary man. It makes him sensitive to the first red-hot stripe switched across his thighs — Sasuke feels the hitch in his lungs, continuous brutality of pain and humiliation beginning to fracture the bulwark of defiance within himself.

Or, he's not holding so tightly onto the role the further this scene continues, a natural collapse into eventual subservience earned by punishment. It is a mindset so easy to slip into because he wants it so badly — tight muscles almost spasming as Cy moves him, rearranges him into that restricted sprawl of limbs with the same demonstration of power. The cane will hurt like nothing else across his balls, already an abused shade of blood-flushed red between thighs to match the marks Cy has beaten to the surface of skin elsewhere. So he nods, even if it costs some pride.

That threat seems to take the air back out of the room for the way Sasuke reacts to it — a sobbing gasp is lost somewhere on the plush rug where he's held down, though he silences it by biting the inner flesh of his cheek until he tastes copper.]


You can't do that. It isn't — possible. [There's a jolt when he speaks, interrupted by the laying of another strike across his ass, immediately raising a pink line.] I am not a woman. [Hissed through teeth, like some denigrative thing.] Your lies don't frighten me.

[This man, after all, seeks to break him. Why would he allow him that satisfaction? Even if he squirms, cock clearly hard in that rough hand, trying to get away from the smack to his balls because he can't stop how vocal it makes him, how such bright pain forces another smothered sound of torment from his throat.]

Date: 2024-07-07 06:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[The threat sears through him, evoked to flames by every strike of the cane across his body — and the suggestion of worse, that draft of disturbed air over his balls enough to make him strain in the restricted position like he means to get away from it even when there is nowhere to go.]

I won't, I won't let you... [Cy holds him in the cradle of those two sensations: the pleasure of a hand stroking his cock, full and heavy with blood from the snug ring at its root; and the sharp pain of every stripe of pink drawn up on the skin of ass and thighs, jostling the humbler that holds his balls in vulnerable imprisonment.] No. Stop.

[A suggestion of begging at last — bright with the shame of being forced to the brink of an orgasm, though it comes slower with the ring in place, building up behind his composure like a tidal wave. It's almost frightening, that intensity he seems to hold at bay through sheer will in his unwillingness to debase himself further.]

Date: 2024-07-07 07:00 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[Noise is blocked behind his teeth from the blow, but he feels the smear of blood, warm against skin bruised and aching — and he also knows that it represents a line in the dirt between them based on discussions of scene parameters. He doesn't mind. How can he, when next he hears the telltale vulgar spit against his hole and the slick sound of Cy's tongue? He knows what is coming, although there is little to do but brace himself from the breach of three fingers, those knuckles stretching him to the brim of what he can stand in that moment. New, fresh pain blooms up his spine — this one deep inside of him, throbbing in his cock.

His thoughts scatter. For a time there is only sensation of being fucked open on nearly-dry fingers, of Cy's voice in his ears promising a mean reality that only makes him harder, makes him squirm at the suggestion of becoming nothing but a hole for the man to fill, to breed, to own and possess. He hears himself make a fragile sound, pushing his head down against the rug as he begins a litany of no, no, no — unable to free himself from the way he's held across Cy's lap.

That absolute robbery of autonomy and control is all it takes, in the end. He half-sobs into the plush fibers against his face, muffling it purposefully because he knows it will be loud otherwise, the orgasm so intense it grips his body like a vice. He feels the way his hole constricts around Cy's knuckles, so tight it makes the pain worse but he enjoys that, too, hot splash of seed spilling between thighs almost against his will.]

Date: 2024-07-07 08:15 pm (UTC)
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[His own come has barely cooled on his thighs before he's shoved, weight half-caught on the bend of his own arm when that kick strikes his side, driving the next breath out of his throat. Then he simply lies there in the bed of that pain — all of its different points throbbing through him, off-set by the effusive warmth of orgasm until that begins to fade, and he just hurts. It's an acutely mindless sensation, as if he is lying in a pool of water that is too cold and too hot for his skin at once.

There's only a superficial fight when he's dragged onto the mattress, body weak like a kitten as his limbs are shackled into their respective places and his body is displayed on its back. Yet those dark, mismatched eyes glare up with a coal of that fire still alive — and at the question, he spits at the man's face.]

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Date: 2024-07-07 09:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[The squeeze at tender balls is almost too much, sensitivity sharp across nerves, causing his thighs to flex and attempt to pull away — soon stopped by the restriction of shackles that keep ankles affixed. He tries not to pant, tries to stay utterly silent as Cy removes the humbler and then tends to his wound without even a hiccup to the scene, but it's difficult. He wants to moan and squirm and thrash; he won't allow himself this indulgence, bound up in the pretense of his unwilling role easy as it is to perform. That self-denial is second nature.

The trust, however, is not — but they have worked to build a foundation over the months resilient to fear, to doubt, so that he puts himself in Cy's hands without question. Eyes follow the man's movement on the bed, knowing what is coming next and letting his expression wrinkle with a disturbance of calm.

Fingers touch him, pull off the ring, pat his balls, rub his belly with an insinuation that leaves him dizzy with desire. But his gaze never leaves the threat of the dildo, shiny from the smear of lubricant, silicone colored deep red.]


I will never surrender to you willingly, [are the hoarse words, a little slurred now from pain and pleasure alike.] I thought I'd made myself clear.

[Hurt me, the defiance in his glare suggests — and the deeper, submissive want in his heart begs.]

Do you really care? [Quieter, a murmur of low and ragged breath.] You're going to do what you want regardless. I won't demean myself for the sake of comfort.

Date: 2024-07-07 10:10 pm (UTC)
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[The first push of the toy inside of him sits just at the excruciating line of bearable, slow enough to force muscles to give, allowing silicone to slide those inches deeper with the aid of lubricant. He feels the way his body is made to accommodate; the stretch is dull, an aching fullness when he's plugged to the flared base. Then it slips out and Cy thrusts it back in, simulated fucking to the way his hips are held by both hands, speared down onto the dildo while kept in that rigid and uncompromising position. Another humiliation — and this one he cannot help but gasp into, unable to stifle, every limb bound to the bed leaving him defenseless.

You're going to be the mother of my children. It serves a purpose — fear flashes as the toy is fastened into place, fixed so that he is unable to ignore how it feels buried in his ass. Mismatched eyes follow the man off the side of the bed, questioning, almost frantic. Not a parlor trick this time, but—

Of course it requires the bend of his chakra, the will of his own power. But the role he plays does not know that, and his horror is easy to find, because once he might have truly thought this abhorrent. Under other circumstances, in someone else's hands, he would not have wanted to be changed into a woman.]


You — bastard, [hissed behind teeth, flinching from the pinch to a sensitive nipple quick to shade cherry-red.] Stop. Undo it now. Change me back!

[It's a panicked snarl, all strength poured into the way he thrashes in his binds, yanking at the shackles regardless of the damage to skin. He is too aware of the heaviness of breasts, a tapered waist down to wider hips, restriction of rope perfectly suited for the altered anatomy. He's never transformed with something inside of his body before, but the experiment succeeds as he feels the hard wedge of the dildo still nested in his ass, unyielding.]

Date: 2024-07-08 12:00 am (UTC)
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[Those fingers braid his hair in such a sensual way that out of context this might seem gentle and loving but for how the plaited length is soon twisted into the cord above, holding his head. The immobility is immense, his entire body restricted now in that display on the mattress. Bare-breasted, his chest heaves with every desperate gasp, unable to close his legs against what now sits between them — just as the man had promised.

Another useless thrash, more like a trussed-up animal for the good it does to free him of his binds, before Sasuke falls still — frustrated, resentful.

Afraid.]


I won't, [is the hiss, voice strained and tight, its pitch not so low.] Never. I won't let you get away with it. I'll — kill you myself.

[All he has left to fight with are his words, and he won't spare them, even if they ring hollow.]

can they stop being insane for 5 seconds

Date: 2024-07-08 03:43 am (UTC)
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[They talked at length about this particular stipulation. Sasuke recalls every word of the discussion — but there is a surprising reaction to it in motion, as Cy's weight on the bed dips the mattress, as that kiss crowns his head in contrast to the degradation of words. It isn't fear that races his heart in an uptick of adrenaline, because this pain is certainly on the same plane as bearing a blade in combat, only more diminutive, more fractional. Instead there's a roar of something else less recognizable when Cy arranges his knees, pinning Sasuke's right arm and middle so there can be no possible struggle, as his heavy breast is wiped clean and one pale-pink nipple set in the clamp in such mechanically practiced movements.

He sucks in a shaking breath as for a moment his role cracks, fissures — there's a sobbing little sound around the name, Cy, when that needle punctures tender skin. It is such brief pain, like static electricity on his nerves — just an acute starburst before fading, yet still bright enough to gleam wet in his eyes with unshed tears. The jewelry catches and hooks, glittering ruby-red in the warm light of the room.

And as soon as it's finished Sasuke is assailed by the rush of that same feeling. It is possession in practice, body given to Cy's total ownership to be changed, made pretty, wearing Cy's colors, Cy's taste, Cy's permanent mark. He would be a woman forever if Cy wanted it. He would bear as many children as Cy asked him to. He would scar and pierce any part of his flesh for Cy's satisfaction.

... None of which fits the scene, now, where he is meant to be defiant and prideful and actively unwilling. Sasuke takes another breath, aware that his inner thighs are hot and slick with the messiness of his cunt in a powerful wave of arousal he can't physically prevent — but he leans back into his role, trying to be good.]


You're awful. Deranged, [is the quiet, panting whimper as Cy continues his work, chain cool across naked skin.] S—Stop. I don't want to... do this for you. [Weakened but still trying, pulling his head even when it yanks at his scalp in a fire of discomfort.] I won't be yours. Take my body, you'll never have — anything else of mine.
Edited Date: 2024-07-08 03:45 am (UTC)

Date: 2024-07-08 04:50 am (UTC)
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[His entire body jerks when Cy's fingers draw apart the slick folds of his cunt, unprepared for how sensitive it feels simply to be touched there when he's already drenched and swollen with arousal — and he is even less prepared for the attention paid to the clit, a wave of heat washing through his bloodstream like aphrodisiac. He hasn't taken on this form in a little while, so it is almost-new, relearning the places where a woman feels pleasure, that slit between his legs seeming to ache with the desire to be touched, rubbed, petted. Yet Cy does none of that, only wipes him clean perfunctorily before targeting that most tender spot — pierced nipples stinging when his chest heaves with deep, sobbing breaths, pulling the silver chain taut between them.

In the end, he can't tell why or how it happens, but he's certain an orgasm crashes through him as Cy toys with his clit and slides the needle up through the hood, muscles spasming with a shock of pleasure-pain that makes him momentarily faint. The act of being pierced by Cy's hand bound up in this scene of conquering ownership — it makes him undone, braced against the immensity of sensation and biting his own lip until it bleeds to withhold the cry he wants to make.

Shaking afterward, chain jingling in a bright glimmer on his skin, he flinches at the flick to tender nerves.]


I'm not. I'm not. [Half-senseless protest babbles out of him, bitten lip giving the false appearance of a red lipstick on his mouth.] Let me go, I'll... do anything else. I'll swear loyalty to you. I'll kill for you. Just — let me go.

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