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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-11 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[That cold energy snaps through the air, severing his restraints — he lets out a breath at the sudden rush of freedom against the issuance of that command. At this stage, Sasuke listens to the compliancy forced upon him and shifts against the headboard, pushing his body back down in a stretch of willowy limbs, soft with curves he's not accustomed to possessing. It's only the third time in this form, but he thinks he's getting used to it; Cy's condition, however, will push him neatly to the limit of that familiarity.

He doesn't question it in the moment. They've reached a part of the scene, organically, where he will fight less than he will surrender, weakened by Cy's exercise of control over him, by the cool drain of tears.

Movement jars the silver chain where it drapes his belly, jolting pierced nipples. He grits his teeth against it — shyly, reluctantly allowing his thighs to fall apart, to slip his right hand down between them. As soon as he dares to touch fingers to the wet folds of his cunt, he's reminded of the pain still living here too, an accidental graze of knuckles at pierced flesh sending an electric wave of it through nerve-ends. With a whimper, he thumbs his clit gently — but the intensity of such a sensation draws his hand down instead, as if afraid of it. Everything feels slick, wet, hotter than he expects. He pushes a finger into himself and almost rolls onto his side from how it feels, how good and how strange, cheek turned away on the sheets.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[There is no escaping that forced exposure. Sasuke does not fight it, even when the unprotected display of his body in this state — pierced and strung with obscene jewelry, soft with curves, breasts red and inflamed from the attention of the cane — is so vulgar and filthy that he might have once violently tried to conceal himself from view. Not with Cy now, and not within the context of this scene, bargain made under the agreement that he would be subservient to this man's every merciless whim.

Yet he's not prepared for the intensity of that attention paid to his clit, nerves screaming with the fire of pleasure-pain like the afterfall of a lightning strike. It's easier to access his cunt with the aid of Cy's fingers keeping him spread, dark curls damp and shining with his own thick arousal, folds so swollen and slippery it would be more challenging one-handed. Yet for a moment he can do — nothing, hooked on the trembling fervor of that sensation, clit rubbed against the metal of the piercing where it is most tender. His thighs shake and his back curves, sobbing on the breath in his throat. He feels he could come from this alone — but it isn't what Cy demands of him.

Tentatively, Sasuke pairs index and ring finger alongside middle when he pushes inside of himself again, the additional stretch throbbing through him in a way that makes him less careful with his words, less defiant, leaning more into the submissive performance for Cy's eyes alone.]


It hurts. [With the dildo still plugged inside of him, it feels like there's so little room for his fingers.] It's too much.

[Cy's dark words roll through him, a squirming restlessness that fights superficially against the way he's touched, sore breasts cupped and fondled.]

I, I'm... [his mind is empty, a slush of thoughts never formed to anything substantive, somewhere right on the cusp of that next blistering orgasm.] I'm — yours. I'll be yours. Only you. [And then his body takes over for everything else, spasming through the rush of that heightened pleasure — feeling release pour through him, clenching down hard on his own fingers, on the unyielding toy, crying out as fresh tears leak from the corners of eyes. At first he seems to fight it, turning his face against the bed and trying to drag himself up the sheets away from it, but the tide is so powerful that he can't. He's helpless to ride it out.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't—

[There's a panicked thrash, held down and subdued by the man's body on top of him, the additional width of another finger pushed inside of him. He aches from the burn of that stretch on the heels of orgasm, the physical intensity at such a degree that he's weak, panting, desperate to escape or to end the torment in some other way — the one demanded of him like a hot splash of water across his skin, color high on his face.]

Wait... stop...

[Ragged breath sobs out of him as the pressure builds again in his belly, heavier somehow, slower to reach the peak of that fruition — he tries to close his legs against it, to keep it trapped inside of him, but Cy makes that impossible. Their joined fingers give the simulated illusion of fucking. He rocks up, into that violation, knuckles spearing him a little deeper, a little rougher, until he's crying out from the force of that second orgasm — wrung to the last sensitive nerve and shivering muscle.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[The hazy gauze brought by orgasm fades as soon as that word splits the air, and Sasuke sits up, a jolt of movement chasing the quick pace of his heart with worry. An apology almost falls out of his mouth — but, in the past, Cy has gently moved him away from such reactions, and he tries to stay that reflex now. Cy tells him that he's okay. He has to trust those words. The word used is not a full stop, as they've both done in the past, but rather a slow steer of tactics, a careful change.

Yet the need to comfort draws up too powerful to resist, and he wipes his messy hand on the bedsheets before he reaches for the man, petting at skin, craning to try and kiss what he can in a bend forward where Cy sits between his legs.]


I'm here. [A whisper, hushed.] Whatever you need.
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Beyond time.

[An effortless surrender of sentiment, uncaring of the tacky touch of wetness to the back of his neck if it means — this, the love between them, the reciprocation of physical affection.]

I've enjoyed everything we've done so far. There's nothing I would change. [His head turns, gently resting his brow down and against Cy's throat, feeling that unnatural warmth where it emanates from smooth skin. He inhales the scent he's come to know and adore.] You haven't hurt me. Not in any way I didn't want you to. That was the first time it ever seemed so effortless — pleasure at my own hand.

[Maybe his words are unnecessary, but he wants to say them anyway, because they're true. Cy has taught him to trust honesty and boundaries, but this is the first time they've tried a more complex scene of this nature. It doesn't surprise him; it must be hard on Cy, more than anything.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, no. You're just getting it from the other side now.

[The soft smile touches his lips where they remain close to Cy's skin, unwilling to part. His hair, bound in its braid, feels heavy where it drapes over his body — and the continued pause makes him more aware of all the places where he's sore and aching — but none of these sensations are too unpleasant.]

That's what it means to know someone as well as you know yourself. Like the other half of your soul.

[He kisses Cy's cheek, missing slightly, landing closer to his ear.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[He makes a considering noise, right hand falling to encircle Cy's wrist with pale fingers, leaning a little bit of his weight forward to push the swell of his breast into that hand. The piercing tugs gently, making him more aware of sore and sensitive nipples — but also the red glitter of gems that adorn his body. Cy's color.]

We can, [is the quiet agreement.] Do more. I wouldn't mind wearing anything you wanted me to.

[There's a slight shift, nuzzling his head into the crook of Cy's throat.]

You promised to fuck me, though. We don't have to do it in the scene. I just want you.
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[The touches are quick to reignite an arousal that has simmered temporarily low, now turned into a brighter flame, pushing hips up to rub his cunt, wet and messy, against Cy's hand. He leans back in a display of the soft curves of this temporary body. It isn't deliberately meant to be seductive — but there is a flash of confidence here, knowing Cy likes how he looks this way.]

Then, I want to continue the scene. [Cy's threats are not far from his mind. Being possessed, being fucked until he's full and mindless and wholly owned, bred by a man who has conquered him.] I want to be yours.

[He reclines on the bent elbow of his right arm, legs hooking themselves around Cy's hips with a definitive purpose.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-14 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a slow nod, and Sasuke just — watches, feeling a soft warmth inside of him bloom deeper at the sight of Cy like this, in the careful transition from reality to the play of fantasy at his own request. He wants to kiss Cy, but the man is a little too out of reach above him once he's lying down, so he settles for finding Cy's other hand and bringing it to his cheek, nuzzling against it, kissing fingers.

He can't deny that it's arousing to watch Cy get himself hard again with the wetness from between his own legs, but — the words are a different blow. Emotion swells up behind his ribs, and he doesn't fight the few tears that pinch from the corners of eyes on the wave of it. He is not so self-conscious of crying around Cy any longer, no matter the reason, so there's no resistance.]


I want that too. I love you. [First in Japanese, then again in French.] I love you. [And then, Chiskikani—] T'che verai.
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-15 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[He witnesses that shift between who Cy is and the role he's playing now — a seamless transition, done with the practiced discipline of someone who has lived too long, moving between worlds, learning new cultures and new languages and people. It paves a way for himself to do the same, even if his own attempt is a little rougher, a little more awkward. The tears can be excused as a response to pain when he's first pushed into, Cy's cock filling him in that perfect, ruthless slide disallowing him even the space to breathe between the crush of their bodies. Sasuke's inexperience at this roleplay, when they were removed briefly from the scene, means that at first he elicits a moan of pure and gratified pleasure — only to catch it and grind his teeth over the sound, letting it collapse into a whine that strangles in his throat.

Yet it's so much more than he expects to feel, that dual penetration of both Cy's cock and the toy buried deep in his ass, held in place by the coin knot fixed around his hips. He fights it, because this is meant to be an unwilling act, but he does it with the awareness that the battle is lost — that this is a step over a line that cannot be undone. Heels dig into the bed and he thrashes in a poor attempt to kick the man off of him, weakened after suffering two orgasms and the fatigue of continued ruthlessness.

Sasuke's mouth is pliant in the kiss, neither returning nor resisting the intimate seal of lips. And he does recognize what Cy says to him, that shadow of a fantasy he desperately wants as a whole and realized future, blurred at the edges now by the context of this scene. Cy will find his cunt no less wet for the hard push of penetration, even as he can't seem to relax around the man's cock, those hot interior walls maintaining a tight, involuntary clench between competing sensations in two holes.]


Not — forever. [A tiny spark of defiance, even as he moans again at the caress of that hand low on his belly.] You'll... tire of me one day. [As if trying to convince himself, and noticeably not a remark of his own wants.] Until then, I'll — bear with this. You'll never have the satisfaction of... breaking me.
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-16 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[It's impossible to deny the strength that hauls him upright, pressure around his throat where the collar digs in — and the position change is difficult, putting his weight on his own knees between Cy's legs, keeping them narrow enough that there's little alleviation from tight penetration. Even when he fights back, tries to drag his body away, Cy pulls him back with that iron hold on his hips and forces him down, feeling the drag of slick friction as his cunt is filled.

A sob breaks out of him; his eyes are still wet from earlier emotion, but he sees no reason to suppress those tears in the moment now. The kiss, the yank at the sore and reddened peaks of nipples — all of these physical sensations work to sunder him, resistance made arbitrary, protest worn down.

Of course he's strong enough. It's a question that doesn't need to be asked, but is asked anyway as if to make it a challenge, some benchmark he must rise to meet. His right hand finds a place for balance on Cy's knee, and then — he does as he is made to do. He rocks his body down, thighs rigid with tension for the effort of keeping the position, and rides the man's cock — humiliating for the way it causes him to participate in this act, as if it is mutual and not coerced. He's so wet after orgasm there's almost no burn to the rhythm of desperate fucking, but it is the stretch that aches, that makes him feel so full he can't breathe properly, the way Cy's cock shoves in at this angle enough to jostle the dildo plugged in his ass. He is soon gasping with the effort, face blotchy with crying.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-17 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[As soon as they're arranged into the lotus position, there's a — slight fracture to the scene, a hiccup of intimacy that is difficult to weather against the role of unwillingness he's meant to be playing. A crack in his expression, a touch of softness when he feels Cy's body flex against him in that telling way. He knows this man well enough by now that he can chart out these reactions, subtle as they often are in Cy — how he's held tighter, strong hands at his hips keeping him pinned in place for a deeper, harder thrust. The quickening of breath, quiet but frayed in places with reciprocated pleasure. Cy is no less precise, no less brutal in the rhythm of their joined bodies, but it's just a little uneven, just a little heavier. It wouldn't be the first time that Sasuke's hips have come away bruised from the very moment of Cy's orgasms alone.

And when it happens, Sasuke only shifts so his legs can circle around the man's waist, crossing his ankles in a stubborn seal. He rests his head down against Cy's shoulder — in a way meant to conceal his face because they haven't said the word to conclude the scene yet, but he knows his own acting won't hold up to the look he makes, feeling Cy's cock begin to soften inside of him, knowing he's been filled with the man's come in a body that could take it and produce a child. He refuses to lose this moment; the tight clench of his thighs says so.]
Edited 2024-07-17 05:00 (UTC)
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-17 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[The words run a river of obscenity over him, denigration framed in the context of the scene even as it leaks and bleeds into his sense of belonging, his desire to be possessed — all of the awful, ruinous ways Cy describes his lack of autonomy only carrying him further to a sense of mindlessness and contentment. He imagines all of it, even as his scalp burns from the yank at the heavy braid and his nipple aches from the tease of teeth at one tender piercing. Cy's hand on his belly is a very real echo of their mutual fantasy. Though the scene paints this in a forceful, humiliating light of conquest, he finds his own lust building to a height of acute intensity — being subjugated against his will, being made to exist only for this man and this man alone. To have his children. To be owned until he dies.

He can feel where Cy's cock has softened within the folds of his cunt, but it doesn't prevent a sort of harder crush when he rolls his own hips, bidden by the movement Cy initiates. Rather than the rhythmic drag of thrusts, he grinds himself in shallower motions, until it's clear what he is doing — rubbing a swollen, sorely abused clit against Cy's pelvic bone for slick friction and pressure. His mouth hangs open, panting, face messy with tears and drool and long-dried come from earlier, strands of dark hair stuck to the sharp bone of one cheek. On display like this with a strong hand cupped under his chin, he is made to meet Cy's eyes — his own glassy with tears, hazy in the wash of mixed pleasure and pain.]


Fine, [is the low, rasping agreement that slips loose.] Then own me.

[Please is what his body says separately, dragging out another orgasm though it feels almost painful to come again like this, drape of jewelry glinting in the light on his pale skin, full breasts swaying gently with the movement of his hips. It tears through him on a deep and shuddering torrent, and this time when he's spent he collapses against Cy with no more will to hold himself upright.]
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