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Date: 2024-07-07 10:10 pm (UTC)
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[The first push of the toy inside of him sits just at the excruciating line of bearable, slow enough to force muscles to give, allowing silicone to slide those inches deeper with the aid of lubricant. He feels the way his body is made to accommodate; the stretch is dull, an aching fullness when he's plugged to the flared base. Then it slips out and Cy thrusts it back in, simulated fucking to the way his hips are held by both hands, speared down onto the dildo while kept in that rigid and uncompromising position. Another humiliation — and this one he cannot help but gasp into, unable to stifle, every limb bound to the bed leaving him defenseless.

You're going to be the mother of my children. It serves a purpose — fear flashes as the toy is fastened into place, fixed so that he is unable to ignore how it feels buried in his ass. Mismatched eyes follow the man off the side of the bed, questioning, almost frantic. Not a parlor trick this time, but—

Of course it requires the bend of his chakra, the will of his own power. But the role he plays does not know that, and his horror is easy to find, because once he might have truly thought this abhorrent. Under other circumstances, in someone else's hands, he would not have wanted to be changed into a woman.]


You — bastard, [hissed behind teeth, flinching from the pinch to a sensitive nipple quick to shade cherry-red.] Stop. Undo it now. Change me back!

[It's a panicked snarl, all strength poured into the way he thrashes in his binds, yanking at the shackles regardless of the damage to skin. He is too aware of the heaviness of breasts, a tapered waist down to wider hips, restriction of rope perfectly suited for the altered anatomy. He's never transformed with something inside of his body before, but the experiment succeeds as he feels the hard wedge of the dildo still nested in his ass, unyielding.]

Date: 2024-07-08 12:00 am (UTC)
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[Those fingers braid his hair in such a sensual way that out of context this might seem gentle and loving but for how the plaited length is soon twisted into the cord above, holding his head. The immobility is immense, his entire body restricted now in that display on the mattress. Bare-breasted, his chest heaves with every desperate gasp, unable to close his legs against what now sits between them — just as the man had promised.

Another useless thrash, more like a trussed-up animal for the good it does to free him of his binds, before Sasuke falls still — frustrated, resentful.

Afraid.]


I won't, [is the hiss, voice strained and tight, its pitch not so low.] Never. I won't let you get away with it. I'll — kill you myself.

[All he has left to fight with are his words, and he won't spare them, even if they ring hollow.]

can they stop being insane for 5 seconds

Date: 2024-07-08 03:43 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[They talked at length about this particular stipulation. Sasuke recalls every word of the discussion — but there is a surprising reaction to it in motion, as Cy's weight on the bed dips the mattress, as that kiss crowns his head in contrast to the degradation of words. It isn't fear that races his heart in an uptick of adrenaline, because this pain is certainly on the same plane as bearing a blade in combat, only more diminutive, more fractional. Instead there's a roar of something else less recognizable when Cy arranges his knees, pinning Sasuke's right arm and middle so there can be no possible struggle, as his heavy breast is wiped clean and one pale-pink nipple set in the clamp in such mechanically practiced movements.

He sucks in a shaking breath as for a moment his role cracks, fissures — there's a sobbing little sound around the name, Cy, when that needle punctures tender skin. It is such brief pain, like static electricity on his nerves — just an acute starburst before fading, yet still bright enough to gleam wet in his eyes with unshed tears. The jewelry catches and hooks, glittering ruby-red in the warm light of the room.

And as soon as it's finished Sasuke is assailed by the rush of that same feeling. It is possession in practice, body given to Cy's total ownership to be changed, made pretty, wearing Cy's colors, Cy's taste, Cy's permanent mark. He would be a woman forever if Cy wanted it. He would bear as many children as Cy asked him to. He would scar and pierce any part of his flesh for Cy's satisfaction.

... None of which fits the scene, now, where he is meant to be defiant and prideful and actively unwilling. Sasuke takes another breath, aware that his inner thighs are hot and slick with the messiness of his cunt in a powerful wave of arousal he can't physically prevent — but he leans back into his role, trying to be good.]


You're awful. Deranged, [is the quiet, panting whimper as Cy continues his work, chain cool across naked skin.] S—Stop. I don't want to... do this for you. [Weakened but still trying, pulling his head even when it yanks at his scalp in a fire of discomfort.] I won't be yours. Take my body, you'll never have — anything else of mine.
Edited Date: 2024-07-08 03:45 am (UTC)

Date: 2024-07-08 04:50 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[His entire body jerks when Cy's fingers draw apart the slick folds of his cunt, unprepared for how sensitive it feels simply to be touched there when he's already drenched and swollen with arousal — and he is even less prepared for the attention paid to the clit, a wave of heat washing through his bloodstream like aphrodisiac. He hasn't taken on this form in a little while, so it is almost-new, relearning the places where a woman feels pleasure, that slit between his legs seeming to ache with the desire to be touched, rubbed, petted. Yet Cy does none of that, only wipes him clean perfunctorily before targeting that most tender spot — pierced nipples stinging when his chest heaves with deep, sobbing breaths, pulling the silver chain taut between them.

In the end, he can't tell why or how it happens, but he's certain an orgasm crashes through him as Cy toys with his clit and slides the needle up through the hood, muscles spasming with a shock of pleasure-pain that makes him momentarily faint. The act of being pierced by Cy's hand bound up in this scene of conquering ownership — it makes him undone, braced against the immensity of sensation and biting his own lip until it bleeds to withhold the cry he wants to make.

Shaking afterward, chain jingling in a bright glimmer on his skin, he flinches at the flick to tender nerves.]


I'm not. I'm not. [Half-senseless protest babbles out of him, bitten lip giving the false appearance of a red lipstick on his mouth.] Let me go, I'll... do anything else. I'll swear loyalty to you. I'll kill for you. Just — let me go.

Date: 2024-07-08 08:52 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[The piercings are still tender and new — his body has no capacity to heal quickly without the aid of medical ninjutsu, so when Cy pulls on the chain, lifting his breasts by their full weight, his nipples ache with a raw sensation of pain that clears the hazy remnants of pleasure from orgasm. He whimpers, a sound lost when their mouths slide together in a satisfying collision that shares the taste of blood between them. Then his head turns to the side to escape the scrape of stubble, the voice purred into his ear.

A harsh, merciless denial. Sasuke feels his own heart pounding in his chest beneath the swell of breasts, frantic, anticipating the hand that slips down between them and unable to jolt away from cruel fingers at his clit. The area is sore where the jewelry hooks under the hood, disturbed by even the slightest movement — almost unbearably sensitive when his cunt is suddenly full of Cy's knuckles from that wet inward slide. With the toy buried in his ass, it feels like there is no room to allow anything else; the sensation of being spread open in those two separate places is utterly foreign to him. Cy nudges the dildo from within that hot interior and it makes Sasuke jerk hard at the ropes leashing him down to the bed. His mouth opens, gasping, trying to find speech.]


I'll beg you. [Bargaining still — and a willingness to strip away his pride if it means delivering him from this fate. It comes out quiet, shaken.] Anything. What do you want? Anything else.

[The threat of what has been suggested is looming closer to finality, with the man heavy on top of him, those fingers pushed up into his cunt to make it clear: he's going to be fucked until he's pregnant in this body.]

Don't do this. You won't — the power of my bloodline — you won't be able to control it.

Date: 2024-07-09 01:46 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[His attention stays rapt on Cy, finding it easy to believe that performance — how effortlessly the man instills authority in the pitch of his voice, and control in every graceful, confident movement. If not for the foundation of their relationship so far, perhaps he might have believed it too well. But he knows better. There is a bell in his hand and a word that will get him out.

He watches Cy clean off wet, glistening fingers and has to swallow past the sudden thickness in his throat. And the words, heavy and final, hammering down the nails of discipline and punishment — he is pliant as he's rearranged up against the headboard, ropes constructed into new knots that hold his upper body in a new position, leaving enough freedom to give the illusion of autonomy even when it will vanish from the first test. Because it is true, and the resentment is in the downward tilt of discolored eyes, a gaze that peers out through dark lashes with a fire burning low, dull embers. Any window of opportunity he might have to beg and plead his way out of this has closed. Is there another path? Could he play into it, pretend at submissiveness and obedience, until the man's guard is down? Not right away. It would be too obvious.

He says nothing through the evisceration of hope, and only lifts his right hand to touch the collar around his throat — avoiding any other part of his body as if in rejection of its current shape. That phrase draws a sharp look, one kept insolent despite the way it curls heat low in his belly for knowledge of what it means.]


Does it matter what I choose? Whether I tell you yes or no, you'll do it anyway.

Date: 2024-07-09 02:26 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[That she sears through him, and in the interim where Cy leaves the bed to survey the rack, he pulls at the collar around his throat, then runs his fingers down over the bindings of his chest — a subtle attempt to see if there is anything he can easily loosen.

Cy has purposefully knotted nothing very tight, and most of those fixtures are for display more than function, so it's easy to free the rope wrapped above his breasts before the man returns to the bed with both weapon and wine. In a desperate yank against the second rope still across his waist, Sasuke tries to lunge forward with a swing of his right arm as soon as Cy is close — uncaring when it upsets the glass of wine and stains the sheet like pale blood. It's an orchestrated violence, mere fantasy, because they've sparred before and he knows exactly what Cy can counter, but it still makes his heart race with a secret thrill.]

Date: 2024-07-09 03:22 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[That grip aches dully, leaving hard imprints of bloodless white on skin that may color to bruises later — harmlessly turning his arm away to refasten the rope, then dragging it down, palm forced over the outline of the man's cock where it has grown hard within his slacks. Sasuke hears himself make a soft, bitten sound of protest, but even that is pathetic to his own ears. The effortless power and degradation wielded against him cuts like a hot blade. There's no stopping this.

Like someone who has realized their own fate at last, who has begun to internalize it — his hand scoops beneath the pliable shape of his breast, holding it up, chain strung from one sore and reddened nipple catching the light in a silver blink. His own obedience is shameful, and he turns his head away to avoid looking at Cy.]


Don't.

[It's barely a whisper, this time.]

Date: 2024-07-09 04:09 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] chokuto
[He allows himself to crane into the kiss — its warmth carrying him, briefly, out of the scene. Out of that pretend fantasy of humiliation and shame. And it makes it easier to slip back in beneath it, carried deeper than before into the mindlessness of pain.

The count isn't effortless. It comes in French like he was told the first time — a quiet, teeth-gritted murmur as the cane whips across the tender flesh of his breast, whistling in the air. The mild feeling compounds to a burn the longer it goes, until soon he finds himself breathless, body shifting against the headboard as the torment starts to cloud his head.

It is partially intentional, then, when he lets a hot rush of dampness gather in the lashes of his eyes. Like the breaking of a moment, the sensation of release he has come to crave in a different way than the physical purge of an orgasm — this is more of an emotional reprieve, cleansing every thought as the tears pinch at the corners of eyes and drip down his cheeks. There's the hitch of a sob as he drags in ragged breath when Cy tells him to switch to the other side, hand lifting the swell of his breast to endure the same punishment. Please stop trips past his lips somewhere past the count of dix, broken-down to this obedience.]

Date: 2024-07-10 04:34 am (UTC)
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[He does see it. Not significant enough to call it to a halt — just a slight shift of the scene's tone, so subtle perhaps anyone else wouldn't have noticed — but Sasuke sees it. For all the time they've spent in each other's company, his attention is sharp and honed on Cy, even at the man's least serious, or at his most inscrutable. The pain of such an extended scene doesn't wear on Sasuke personally; when it is in service of something like this, woven into the intimacy of their shared pleasure, he suspects he could endure almost anything.

Yet — it is Cy's mental state he cares for above all. Those kisses trail up his chest, and he breathes into the lull of affection, reminded of all that lies gentle and loving between them. There's no fight to the hand that winds into the braid of his hair, hard knuckles pressed to his scalp. But he also doesn't stop himself from crying, simply quiets it a little, tears wet on cheeks as his face angles up.]


You've made it clear. You'll do what you want with me. [Low, whispering words.] ... I still have one request.

[As if he is in any state to bargain. Sasuke still does it, the look on his face strong, that glimmer of prideful defiance not fully at rest.]

If I'm going to have your children — then take care of them. It doesn't matter what you do to me, but treat them well.

Date: 2024-07-11 04:59 am (UTC)
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[That cold energy snaps through the air, severing his restraints — he lets out a breath at the sudden rush of freedom against the issuance of that command. At this stage, Sasuke listens to the compliancy forced upon him and shifts against the headboard, pushing his body back down in a stretch of willowy limbs, soft with curves he's not accustomed to possessing. It's only the third time in this form, but he thinks he's getting used to it; Cy's condition, however, will push him neatly to the limit of that familiarity.

He doesn't question it in the moment. They've reached a part of the scene, organically, where he will fight less than he will surrender, weakened by Cy's exercise of control over him, by the cool drain of tears.

Movement jars the silver chain where it drapes his belly, jolting pierced nipples. He grits his teeth against it — shyly, reluctantly allowing his thighs to fall apart, to slip his right hand down between them. As soon as he dares to touch fingers to the wet folds of his cunt, he's reminded of the pain still living here too, an accidental graze of knuckles at pierced flesh sending an electric wave of it through nerve-ends. With a whimper, he thumbs his clit gently — but the intensity of such a sensation draws his hand down instead, as if afraid of it. Everything feels slick, wet, hotter than he expects. He pushes a finger into himself and almost rolls onto his side from how it feels, how good and how strange, cheek turned away on the sheets.]

Date: 2024-07-14 05:38 pm (UTC)
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[There is no escaping that forced exposure. Sasuke does not fight it, even when the unprotected display of his body in this state — pierced and strung with obscene jewelry, soft with curves, breasts red and inflamed from the attention of the cane — is so vulgar and filthy that he might have once violently tried to conceal himself from view. Not with Cy now, and not within the context of this scene, bargain made under the agreement that he would be subservient to this man's every merciless whim.

Yet he's not prepared for the intensity of that attention paid to his clit, nerves screaming with the fire of pleasure-pain like the afterfall of a lightning strike. It's easier to access his cunt with the aid of Cy's fingers keeping him spread, dark curls damp and shining with his own thick arousal, folds so swollen and slippery it would be more challenging one-handed. Yet for a moment he can do — nothing, hooked on the trembling fervor of that sensation, clit rubbed against the metal of the piercing where it is most tender. His thighs shake and his back curves, sobbing on the breath in his throat. He feels he could come from this alone — but it isn't what Cy demands of him.

Tentatively, Sasuke pairs index and ring finger alongside middle when he pushes inside of himself again, the additional stretch throbbing through him in a way that makes him less careful with his words, less defiant, leaning more into the submissive performance for Cy's eyes alone.]


It hurts. [With the dildo still plugged inside of him, it feels like there's so little room for his fingers.] It's too much.

[Cy's dark words roll through him, a squirming restlessness that fights superficially against the way he's touched, sore breasts cupped and fondled.]

I, I'm... [his mind is empty, a slush of thoughts never formed to anything substantive, somewhere right on the cusp of that next blistering orgasm.] I'm — yours. I'll be yours. Only you. [And then his body takes over for everything else, spasming through the rush of that heightened pleasure — feeling release pour through him, clenching down hard on his own fingers, on the unyielding toy, crying out as fresh tears leak from the corners of eyes. At first he seems to fight it, turning his face against the bed and trying to drag himself up the sheets away from it, but the tide is so powerful that he can't. He's helpless to ride it out.]

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