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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-02 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[It's fortunate they've practiced this act so many times, because otherwise Sasuke would not be able to take that forceful slide of a cock without choking outright — seconds of adjustment become meager when his mouth is so full, so fast, back of his throat tight with the squeeze around the thick crown. He drags in air through his nose where it's shoved into the man's pelvic bone, jaw stretched to an ache, cheeks taking on a flush of color for the effort. As immediate as it is, all of his senses are flooded with Cy — that heady masculine scent and bitter-salt taste, the sight of smooth muscle and careless grace when he dare a glance up through dark lashes. He could get carried away like this, could show his hand and break the fidelity of the scene by letting his throat relax around the heavy burden on his tongue, allowing a moan around the girth of Cy's cock.

Privilege. Sasuke hangs onto that word, uses it as fuel in the mindset of the role he's playing as if there truly are lives on the line. It isn't as difficult as he'd expected to pretend like he is a resentful captive. He can sink into this, mind slipping away as if he is within subspace already — the nudge of a foot at the humbler all the more effective as a result.

The pain is electric. He can feel it all over his body, pulsing to the beat of his heart. He gags — an attempted inhale on the dick in his throat quickly extinguished, a jerk on the leash only to learn there's nowhere to go. The sheen of wetness in his eyes is less because he's trying to cry, knowing Cy likes it, than a compulsory response to choking. And in this role he restrains the reflex, lashes blinking the tears away.

In the awareness that it will save men from suffering, Sasuke bends into the act as if he is steel in a forge, hot with fire yet unyielding, gliding his mouth back down rigid flesh with less care than dutiful finesse. He knows how to suck a cock, and that knowledge is demonstrated now in the lash of a tongue, the tight seal of lips, the avoidance of sharp teeth.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-02 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[The degradation rolls over him, pushing his mind into that gray and heady place where it becomes less necessary to think, to be. The context of this scene helps, though he retains enough awareness not to slip out of the role completely — pulled off of Cy's cock with a wet choking sound, eyes cutting away to avoid the directness of that question.

And perhaps he plays it up a little, knowing Cy will like it. The way his jaw works, swallowing, saliva messy where Cy wipes his hand. The rough and ragged breath he sucks in like he can't get enough air, like he's fighting against himself to perform this act.]


They would understand it was for a reason. [There's pride in this, too, spirit unbroken even as his voice comes thick and ruined from having the man's cock forced down his throat.] If you mean to humiliate me, it won't work. Use me as you wish — abuse me, I don't care.

[So long as his men are shown mercy.

Never mind that Sasuke shifts to squeeze his thighs together, only to stop at the first throb of pain from the humbler hinged over his balls — he can feel his own cock thickening, filling out, the silicone band at its root growing steadily tighter.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-05 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[The kiss is deep, breathless. He cannot pull himself out of it with the leash taut, collar a brand around his throat, and that restriction is enough to send a rush of heat into his belly as his mouth is taken by a forceful tongue. And there's no time to adjust to the moment after, because soon he's shoved hard to the ground with a strength that is dizzying, fall broken with his right arm, heels quick to find stability so that he's not made to sit on the humbler. He manages only barely — and the carpeted ground still jars the device enough that bright pain fishes a sound out of him, gritted high and strangled around tight teeth.

Cy towers above him, natural height made more stark for the difference of their positions. He is cruel and magnetically confident — he wields his power in this scenario with such effortless grace that, without the parameters of the scene they've established as well as Sasuke's own experience with BDSM so far, it would be easy to succumb to that thrall. To feel it is real, rather than Cy's iron-fisted control at work.

Sasuke, if he was himself, would have opened his mouth with soft obedience, would have licked his lips like a cat lapping up cream — but he is not himself, and so his mouth remains a defiant line pinched at the corners and his head turns away from those obscene words. He takes the hot load across his cheek and temple, stripes of come painting his face in a humiliating portrait. Some trickles down the bridge of his nose; some sticks in closed eyelashes, in the fridge of dark hair at the crown of his head. With his right arm pinned and useless he can't wipe it away so he simply wears it — debased as much as he is claimed by the act.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-06 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[He can feel the come cooling on his skin where Cy has wiped it off, a mess that sticks hair at his temple and along his cheekbone, leaving him dirtied and marked in a way that aches at the pit of his stomach. Then he's turned over in a breathless kick, nerves alight with the promise Cy sets in the air between them — eyes already turned toward the rack of implements, studying them.

There is a glance back, but only briefly before he begins to crawl, and the look he glimpses on Cy's face makes that painful passage across the ground feel like nothing, even when every movement hurts. Without his left arm it's almost a humiliation how slow his pace is — forced to hop his weight on the palm of his right hand until he gets to the end of the leash's slack. It doesn't matter what Sasuke takes from the wall, but in this role he would never select the easy way out, would never choose a soft-tressed flogger for the perception that he is weak, that he can't bear worse. So into his teeth he takes one of the slender crops, biting down in order to carry it back.

That claim to pride against humiliation feels hot and heavy on his skin like this, leashed and collared, crawling on his knees, fetching the implement like an obedient pet for its master with come still drying on his skin and in his hair. He's burning with it by the time he reaches Cy's chair, vividly aware of the fact that he would never — not by any stretch of the imagination — ever allow someone else to do this to him, to see him like this.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-06 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Cy has to make him do it. A rough yank to the end of the leash forces him forward, then a well-aimed kick folds both knees, so that he's bent over the man's thigh — all in the time it takes to sharply inhale a breath. His head hangs down, messy hair in his eyes, vision obscured so that he's left with only a narrow channel of perspective to see the world. He's led by Cy's voice and the mean little tug at the humbler, physically jerking at the sharp bolt of pain, a reflex easily stayed by the hand that holds him steady in that folded-over position.

The riding crop teases across his lower body, threat written into the gentle drag across the tight, abused sack of his balls held by lacquered wood, along the furrow of his ass bared and vulnerable. There is no denying the humiliated submission of this act — like a misbehaving child meant to be disciplined. If he notices the gentleness with which Cy arranges his cock between them, he says nothing. It feels so natural that it barely hiccups in his attention during the scene. A soft, soothing pet — affection left like a gift within simulated cruelty.]


I don't — beg. [His voice isn't so even any longer, and he can't help the flinch from the crop when it strikes wood.] I said I'd endure your demands of my body, but I will never beg you for it.
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-06 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
[It is a position they've assumed enough times in the past that it feels familiar to Sasuke now, yet his heart races a little faster when he's tucked close, when he feels the shape of Cy's cock against his hip telling of that mutual arousal. There's an exhilaration for having caused it — the part of himself in pursuit of approval as much as pain, wanting as much as Cy will give, wanting to be the receptable for Cy's pleasure until all lines between them smear and blur. Until all he can feel and taste and see and hear is Cy, Cy, Cy.

Fingers restrict the collar around his throat so that when he swallows it becomes tight, difficult, eyelids squeezing against the starry pain of that first strike. It falls bright and livid across his skin, a lingering burn intensified by the rub of the man's palm.]


Un. [Then, with each snap of the crop across his body, the French stumbles out of his mouth —] Deux. Trois.

[Numbers are easy. There is almost a logic to it, the lyrical fall of the foreign language from his mouth in such a regimented way, even as it calls the implement down against his skin in another red line.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-06 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[He braces, but it is not enough for the sensation that floods his system when the crop falls across his balls — pain like a living thing, electric through every nerve-end, fraying him to shreds in that gentle flick. He jerks bodily, loosing a ruined cry that he is unable to halt with either teeth or tongue though he tries a hard swallow at the end of it, muffled over that vocalization of effective pain. Cy's voice, in its normal tenor and drawl, washes over him like cool water and he doesn't hesitate to obey even when it seems impossible not to twist and thrash away from the warm palm cradled over stinging, sensitive balls.

Breathing hard through his nose, calm eventually begins to creep back in with the effort of discipline — until the man says what he says next. Cy steps easily back into that role, and he attempts to do the same, muscles so rigid they begin to cramp. His voice is a hoarse protest.]


That won't work.

[Surely this is obvious. He is not a woman, and he cannot bear children. But it also isn't a denial — that yes, the Sharingan passes genetically through matrilineal descent.]

You're insane.

[A harsher criticism, half-gasped breath when the crop drags over the furrow of his ass and probes at his hole with leather warmed by his own skin. It will find Sasuke's body still firm and resistant, unwilling to yield to intrusion.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-06 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[The combination of that shushing murmur and the sudden, blunt penetration of the crop — Sasuke cannot help the way his back curves, reactive to the ache as unyielding leather drags at sensitive skin, ass stretched to take the handle into his hole without mercy. There's not enough lube to make it an easy slide, so he feels every hard inch of the object as it's forced further, deeper. His jaw throbs in his effort to keep his mouth shut, head down, blood flushed into his face to make cheeks bright pink and overly warm compared to the room's temperature.

He has found this sort of physical pain — sexual pain — is unlike any sort of agony brought by battle. Though his threshold to bear what Cy metes out is high, there's an intimacy to the nature of this practice that sensitizes him, combined with his own tendency to let down his guard with Cy in particular, so he's gasping before that order to take a breath even comes. He feels raw with the debasement of being fucked on the handle of a riding crop, like a plaything, a toy to sit pretty on someone's lap with no choice but to simply take it until it's over.

An obedient inhale follows because he knows better than to disobey in that moment. And then there's no air at all, ears popping for the sudden shift in pressure, a pocket of lack around his head that causes him to be too-aware of the frantic drum of his own pulse. Muscles are rigid, holding himself in the compromising position until the strain becomes too much — and he feels the dull drag of the handle push as deep as his body can permit, not enough pressure on his prostate but still making his cock drool precome in a humiliating mess between his legs, staining Cy's slacks.

He fights, of course. What else would a man in his state do? His body thrashes, trying to get his knees out from beneath Cy's heavy leg, using his right hand to grab the arm of the chair in an attempt to pivot his weight, to roll off and onto the ground, even if it means he might land directly on the cruel humbler encasing his balls.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-06 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He goes to the floor, dull impact enough to drive a breathless grunt out of his throat that soon turns gasping, suffocating on the lack of air — until his head is yanked up by the roots and he can breathe again, oxygen filtering through the crush of a knee on his back. The violence of that handling is precise, exact. It makes him aware of Cy's indomitable strength in every place where he is touched, in every word that reaches his ears from a cool, merciless voice, changed to match the imperial stature of a warlord more than ordinary man. It makes him sensitive to the first red-hot stripe switched across his thighs — Sasuke feels the hitch in his lungs, continuous brutality of pain and humiliation beginning to fracture the bulwark of defiance within himself.

Or, he's not holding so tightly onto the role the further this scene continues, a natural collapse into eventual subservience earned by punishment. It is a mindset so easy to slip into because he wants it so badly — tight muscles almost spasming as Cy moves him, rearranges him into that restricted sprawl of limbs with the same demonstration of power. The cane will hurt like nothing else across his balls, already an abused shade of blood-flushed red between thighs to match the marks Cy has beaten to the surface of skin elsewhere. So he nods, even if it costs some pride.

That threat seems to take the air back out of the room for the way Sasuke reacts to it — a sobbing gasp is lost somewhere on the plush rug where he's held down, though he silences it by biting the inner flesh of his cheek until he tastes copper.]


You can't do that. It isn't — possible. [There's a jolt when he speaks, interrupted by the laying of another strike across his ass, immediately raising a pink line.] I am not a woman. [Hissed through teeth, like some denigrative thing.] Your lies don't frighten me.

[This man, after all, seeks to break him. Why would he allow him that satisfaction? Even if he squirms, cock clearly hard in that rough hand, trying to get away from the smack to his balls because he can't stop how vocal it makes him, how such bright pain forces another smothered sound of torment from his throat.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-07 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[The threat sears through him, evoked to flames by every strike of the cane across his body — and the suggestion of worse, that draft of disturbed air over his balls enough to make him strain in the restricted position like he means to get away from it even when there is nowhere to go.]

I won't, I won't let you... [Cy holds him in the cradle of those two sensations: the pleasure of a hand stroking his cock, full and heavy with blood from the snug ring at its root; and the sharp pain of every stripe of pink drawn up on the skin of ass and thighs, jostling the humbler that holds his balls in vulnerable imprisonment.] No. Stop.

[A suggestion of begging at last — bright with the shame of being forced to the brink of an orgasm, though it comes slower with the ring in place, building up behind his composure like a tidal wave. It's almost frightening, that intensity he seems to hold at bay through sheer will in his unwillingness to debase himself further.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-07 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Noise is blocked behind his teeth from the blow, but he feels the smear of blood, warm against skin bruised and aching — and he also knows that it represents a line in the dirt between them based on discussions of scene parameters. He doesn't mind. How can he, when next he hears the telltale vulgar spit against his hole and the slick sound of Cy's tongue? He knows what is coming, although there is little to do but brace himself from the breach of three fingers, those knuckles stretching him to the brim of what he can stand in that moment. New, fresh pain blooms up his spine — this one deep inside of him, throbbing in his cock.

His thoughts scatter. For a time there is only sensation of being fucked open on nearly-dry fingers, of Cy's voice in his ears promising a mean reality that only makes him harder, makes him squirm at the suggestion of becoming nothing but a hole for the man to fill, to breed, to own and possess. He hears himself make a fragile sound, pushing his head down against the rug as he begins a litany of no, no, no — unable to free himself from the way he's held across Cy's lap.

That absolute robbery of autonomy and control is all it takes, in the end. He half-sobs into the plush fibers against his face, muffling it purposefully because he knows it will be loud otherwise, the orgasm so intense it grips his body like a vice. He feels the way his hole constricts around Cy's knuckles, so tight it makes the pain worse but he enjoys that, too, hot splash of seed spilling between thighs almost against his will.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-07 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[His own come has barely cooled on his thighs before he's shoved, weight half-caught on the bend of his own arm when that kick strikes his side, driving the next breath out of his throat. Then he simply lies there in the bed of that pain — all of its different points throbbing through him, off-set by the effusive warmth of orgasm until that begins to fade, and he just hurts. It's an acutely mindless sensation, as if he is lying in a pool of water that is too cold and too hot for his skin at once.

There's only a superficial fight when he's dragged onto the mattress, body weak like a kitten as his limbs are shackled into their respective places and his body is displayed on its back. Yet those dark, mismatched eyes glare up with a coal of that fire still alive — and at the question, he spits at the man's face.]
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[personal profile] chokuto 2024-07-07 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[The squeeze at tender balls is almost too much, sensitivity sharp across nerves, causing his thighs to flex and attempt to pull away — soon stopped by the restriction of shackles that keep ankles affixed. He tries not to pant, tries to stay utterly silent as Cy removes the humbler and then tends to his wound without even a hiccup to the scene, but it's difficult. He wants to moan and squirm and thrash; he won't allow himself this indulgence, bound up in the pretense of his unwilling role easy as it is to perform. That self-denial is second nature.

The trust, however, is not — but they have worked to build a foundation over the months resilient to fear, to doubt, so that he puts himself in Cy's hands without question. Eyes follow the man's movement on the bed, knowing what is coming next and letting his expression wrinkle with a disturbance of calm.

Fingers touch him, pull off the ring, pat his balls, rub his belly with an insinuation that leaves him dizzy with desire. But his gaze never leaves the threat of the dildo, shiny from the smear of lubricant, silicone colored deep red.]


I will never surrender to you willingly, [are the hoarse words, a little slurred now from pain and pleasure alike.] I thought I'd made myself clear.

[Hurt me, the defiance in his glare suggests — and the deeper, submissive want in his heart begs.]

Do you really care? [Quieter, a murmur of low and ragged breath.] You're going to do what you want regardless. I won't demean myself for the sake of comfort.

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