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[hallowing]

（ he cards one hand through sasuke's wet hair, pulling him in for a kiss that's soft and chaste. ）

No, that's not it. It's an incredibly kind and thoughtful gesture. I should be used to those from you by now. （ yes he means the room cleaning. ） But it's — the fact that you could have gotten something from your own home and didn't, and chose to get something for me instead... that just really hit me hard.

（ another kiss, this one pressed to his forehead. ）

You didn't do anything wrong. I'm just lucky to have you.

[chokuto]

It goes both ways. I'm lucky to have you as well.

[Eyes closed, leaning contentedly into the kisses. He can't quite find the words in that moment to describe everything Cy has done for him in turn — so, in some way, he hopes this gesture conveys it.]

I know these aren't the best circumstances, but as long as we're here, I want to be with you. I want to be married to you. [He leans, bumping his forehead against Cy's.] We'll take care of each other.

[hallowing]

（ he exhales, and then just. holds him. ）

So, that begs the question — the fuck are we going to do with all the eggs?

[chokuto]

Keep them?

[🥺]

We can check online and see if other people have found any eggs. That way we'll know whether it's isolated just to us, or whether the resort is up to something again.

[hallowing]

I'm gonna leave that to you, I'm not on good terms with the internet at the moment.

（ he shifts, letting his hands settle at sasuke's hips. ）

I really liked what we did in the genjutsu, by the way.

[chokuto]

[What happened on the internet...

Yet it doesn't seem like a priority to pursue in that moment when Cy touches him that way. He breathes, lips brushing Cy's browline, barely there contact.]

I did too. [Though some lingering insecurity rears its head, it's not difficult to open up to Cy.] Was anything we did — strange to you? Or... too extreme. I have a lot of control within genjutsu, so I was able to follow your cues without trouble, but... I want to be sure.

[A thoughtful frown.]

And, about calling me a girl. I don't think I am one, but I didn't mind hearing it.

[hallowing]

（ he just goes through Moods, okay?? ）

I didn't think it was. It felt good to me, natural. I wouldn't have changed anything. I loved seeing what you could take for me.

（ he kisses away that frown, butting his head against sasuke's gently. ）

You're not a girl. But I enjoy calling you one as a term of endearment. It probably ties in a little with the humiliation kink. （ he settles back, meets sasuke's eyes. ） Do you need me to stop?

[chokuto]

[Just dwelling on the memory of what they did together is — impactful, and he finds himself shifting where he's still settled in Cy's lap. Fatigue from the draw of chakra has subdued him somewhat, but his own stamina means it won't take long before he's recovered. He can't help the way Cy makes him feel — with words, with a touch, with a single look.]

No, you don't need to stop. It didn't bother me. I suspect it would with another person, but when it's you... I know you aren't seeing me as someone else. As a woman.

[Once upon a time, he might have shied away from Cy's direct gaze, but now he meets it without hesitation, features soft.]

Though, I think you could tell when I was too aware of myself. Being pregnant.

[hallowing]

Mm.

（ a little acknowledging hum. ）

You felt self-conscious.

[chokuto]

Yes. I wouldn't say I've ever felt self-conscious about my body normally, so it stuck out to me.

[His right hand slides to cup the back of Cy's head, threading scarred knuckles into wet hair.]

Well, I've also never been... pregnant before. [Does it really need to be said?] But I still felt more aware of myself in the genjutsu than usual.

[hallowing]

A lot of people I've known become more self-conscious of their bodies during pregnancy. It's a normal thing to come up against. Between hormonal changes, the physical discomfort of it all, and the changes to one's body, it can do a number on your headspace. You handled it well.

（ he nudges his head into that hand, all but begging for head scritches because he is an eldritch immortal and he likes pets, okay?? ）

I, for the record, found it to be extremely hot.

（ in case that... was not obvious... ）

[chokuto]

[He doesn’t want to think about Cy knowing other people who once were pregnant, because the natural direction of that thought is — an ugly kind of jealousy, if those were past lovers and partners. It makes him quiet for a moment, indulging that request without hesitation as his fingers work across Cy’s scalp in a gentle rub.]

Tell me what you liked about it.

[hallowing]

( if he's aware of that glimmer of jealousy, it's not addressed directly — but he does drop his head with a murmur of pleasure at the contact to his scalp. )

It'd be easier to list what I didn't like — which is nothing.

( he doesn't mind being more specific, and he knows that sasuke is searching for praise as a way to mitigate that inborn jealousy, so he continues after a moment, pressing a kiss against the boy's chest. )

The thing I loved most is that you were willing to do it for me. But the tits were a bonus. Fuck, you looked so impossibly beautiful for me like that. The swell of your belly, knowing it meant I'd knocked you up, the way you kept the muscle beneath a body softened by that singular use.

( there's an appreciative murmur as he butts his forehead against sasuke's shoulder. )

Don't think for a minute I prefer you like that, though. You're perfect as yourself. It's the devotion and service that gets me all hot and bothered. I feel the same way about your body when I have you bent across my lap having you take punishment for me. Or when I shove you up against a wall and suck your dick. You're it, Sasuke. Everything else is just a bonus.

[chokuto]

[His eyes slip partway closed, cradling Cy's head against his chest when the man leans in. The words are evocative — deftly ferrying him away from that stir of jealousy and into the warm, protected intimacy they've built between them.]

I like feeling attractive to you. And I like belonging to you.

[It's impossible to discuss this while remaining composed. His belly clenches with arousal, shifting for more comfortable pressure in the seat of Cy's lap.]

I think this is something we should add to our list of things that we don't do with anyone else. I wouldn't be interested with someone who wasn't you, but — how do you feel?

[The volume of his voice drops a little, uncertain.]

[hallowing]

( he strokes a hand down sasuke's chest, his stomach, fingers curling around his cock suggestively, coaxing him hard. )

I don't want to do it with anyone else. Just you.

[chokuto]

[In an exhale —]

Okay. Then it's only for us.

[This satisfies that tight discomfort in his chest, soon led off the thought entirely by the warm circle of Cy's hand on his cock. He's slower to stiffen than usual — not for lack of interest, but rather reduced stamina over the course of the day, the diamond's effects fading. Yet the way his hips roll into the touch is eager enough to make up for that.]

If we were in the public shower, I'd make you take us out of there. I'm glad we have privacy now.

[hallowing]

( at the little flex of sasuke's hips, cy smiles crookedly, pressing a claimant kiss to the corner of his mouth. )

Speaking of privacy. How would you feel about doing something with a glory hole? Totally anonymous, I'd vet the guys. Me with you on your side of the wall, talking filth into your ear the entire time. Interested?

[chokuto]

[Oh. There's a stutter of breath, flickering against Cy's mouth at the kiss.]

A glory hole... A hole in the wall? [He knows what this is conceptually by now, but he thinks it's wise to clarify.] How would you choose people? For something like that, who would even be interested?

[Sasuke underestimating how much guys just want to get their dick sucked. But mostly, he is wary of strangers.]

[hallowing]

Yeah. Somebody sticks their cock through a hole, your job is to suck it.

( he bites playfully at sasuke's lower lip, working his hand down the length of his dick in a twist of his wrist. )

I'd run 'em through a questionnaire and get a feel for them. I wouldn't accept anyone that might try to hurt or choke you — not because you can't defend yourself, but because if I'm introducing that element to it your safety is my priority and responsibility. And sweetheart, a whole lot of people would be interested.

[chokuto]

Let me — think about it.

[It's difficult to keep his mind in line with the conversation when Cy's hand is on his cock, and especially given the context. Hips rock forward with a bit more urgency, precome beginning to bead up at the slit, enjoying the slippery drag of their bodies together beneath the shower's spray.]

We haven't involved other people before. That's all.

[hallowing]

I know.

（ a gentle nuzzle, thumb held firm over the slit of sasuke's cock. ）

I wouldn't take an answer given while I'm touching you like this anyways. Just consider it. If it's not your thing, that's fine. There are plenty of other things I can think of to do with you.

[chokuto]

[In that moment, it becomes a conversation of fantasy as Cy works over his cock with a steady hand, knowing exactly how to touch him, exactly how he likes it — murmuring all of those things he can think to do to him in his ear, a filthy tide of love and sex and intimacy they've made their own. In a sensitive state as a result of the day's events, it does not take Sasuke long to come, voice spilling out quietly from his throat enough to echo on tile. He soaks Cy's knuckles and shivers through the seconds aftermath, head sheltered protectively against Cy's throat.]

... Ah, we should... actually clean up at some point.

[How is he supposed to function naked around Cy???]

[hallowing]

Okay, okay. I'll stop torturing you.

（ it's promised with a kiss, as he calls the shampoo to hand and works his way through sasuke's hair. 'cleaning', as a concept, takes them a while, and throughout moments are routinely stolen. kisses, touches, a gentle probe into bruises to ensure they aren't so bad as to require special treatment. and then sasuke returns the favour as cy sits on the tile less because there's a need with their relatively minor height difference and more because he is incredibly tired of standing.

once they're done and bundled into towels, dried thoroughly — they head back out to where the eggs are bundled up. ）

— And I'm just saying, （ cy is chattering easily. ） that those piercings looked fucking hot on you. Christ, 10/10.

[chokuto]

[As soon as they reenter the bedroom, Sasuke disperses the clone that is sitting on the bed with the nest — snorting at the comment.]

Then perhaps you should give me piercings for real.

[It's an idle comment as he climbs onto the bed in only the towel, quickly pulling the blanket cradling the eggs into his lap, counting to ensure all twenty-two — now twenty-four, thanks to whatever Cy did — are present and intact.]

My clone did some research on the watch while monitoring them. Apparently, these are magpie eggs.

[hallowing]

（ sorry, he forgot there was a clone. honestly he kinda forgot there were eggs, too. cy blinks at the scene — which appears to be cleaned up, thanks to the clone (how long were they in that fucking shower, actually?) and then: ）

Okay, first: yes to piercings. Second, are you part magpie? Did I miss that ninja memo?