( he hadn't intended to be a passive bystander for the act in its entirety — though he makes no move to stop sasuke even when the lubrication has been worn away, knowing now that he likes the burn, trusting now that he'll stop if he needs to — he does eventually lift a hand to card sasuke's hair back from his face. it feels like his only awareness of time comes with the changing length of it, those strands so soft and silk-smooth as they run through his fingers.
sasuke's gaze is met and held without hesitation. he wants to look at him, wants to see the first furrows of pleasure and pain as they vie for room in his expression. he wants to surrender to the mercy of the sharingan and its disparate twin. he wants, and wants, and wants.
his hands lift to sasuke's shoulders, pulling him into an angle that's punishing on the core, wanting to see him work, to fuck himself to enthusiastic exhaustion until every last bit of tension is wrung out of him like a bloodletting. for all that it's a little graceless, a little messy, there is the same wild beauty in this as in a storm, as when lightning splits the sky.
one particular downward grind has him bite his lip bloody, and there's an inarticulate tangle of noise that spills from his mouth as his fingers hook against sasuke's back and drag down, leaving livid furrows that drag bruises to the surface from the wings of his shoulderblades to the small of his back where, in a small mercy, his hands settle around sasuke's hips. thumbs catch at the jut of his iliac crest, and a brief exertion of strength resists the next flex of sasuke's thighs, keeping him nailed to the altar of cy's cock with what barely seems like effort. )
Do you want it to hurt?
( an echo of that disastrous first time, where the impulses of suit and sadism had intersected badly. offered again, now, freely and with nothing else but trust, but love writ plain on his face. )
[The weight on his shoulders forces that more grueling pace, abdomen a tight drum and thighs shaking with a fine tremor of effort — but he revels in it, limits being pushed those few inches further to test what he can do, to prove himself, to demonstrate his strength and desire in a real and physical way. His breath is ragged and uneven, chest rising with every harsh intake and collapsing on the outflow.
Then he feels Cy's nails in his back, raking hot lines to the surface of skin, catching on the dead nerves of scar tissue but alive and vibrant with pain everywhere else. He wonders if Cy has drawn blood. He hopes, and he wants it to leave a mark as long as possible, deep enough to mottle with the bruising that discolors his skin in that claiming way. It means Cy has touched him, changed and possessed him.
Sasuke recognizes the question, because his own thoughts are drifting back on all of their conversations and encounters — he can't forget anything they've said or done. He never will. He remembers the first time Cy asked him that, and how it sounded over the device, dark and intoxicating, a trigger for some instinct or urge he had yet to recognize. He remembers his own thoughtless compliance, just like now—]
Yes, [a word that sounds like begging as he writhes on Cy's cock, clenching his hole around the intrusion of hard flesh until it aches.] Yes, please. Yes.
( it's a request for submission, for sasuke to go lax and boneless in his grip, meaning made clear by a stroke from his hips to his knees, fingers kneading tenderly into the corded muscle until the tension melts away like an equation wiped from a blackboard, until sasuke gives him total control and absolute obeisance. with humour — almost self-deprecatory: )
You're still doing the finishing act, don't think you can bat your pretty eyes at me and have me do all the hard work for you.
( it's a good-natured threat as these things go — and then he blows sasuke a cheeky little kiss and a wink before he sets to his work: namely, lifting sasuke with his palms levered beneath his thighs, thumbs pressed to a deep bruise against their sides to give him a solid, punishing grip that lets him drag sasuke back down in a merciless drag. cy's more practiced at establishing a rhythm, and this one will push sasuke to his limits and past them — there's no time offered to acclimate, to adjust, to breathe. everything is narrowed down to this act balanced on the blade of a knife: the use of sasuke's body for no purpose other than to seed pain into this deepest part of him until every other cruel thing he's ever endured in his life is drowned out by the immediacy and the urgency of the inward spear of cy's cock, the drag of its head against his prostate, the chafe of ill-suited skin as the lube wears away. sasuke's pleasure, which has been cradled lovingly and guarded fiercely from that first encounter onward, seems almost unconsidered here — and anything felt is incidental to the aim.
but his attention goes — unfocused, faraway. the connection of their gaze, which had barely flagged for blinking to now, is lost. not disassociation, exactly, but — there are some things he can stand to see reflected in sasuke's expression and some he can't. instead, his attention is on fixed point that does not directly align to any one thing on sasuke's body, lax. but he's still here, still in the moment — assurance offered in the shelter of an occasional stroke of one thumb against sasuke's thigh. )
Keep your ass clenched around me. Don't you dare relax. You want it to hurt? Make it hurt.
( that's half a snarl — the sort of low, whipcrack command that means he expects to be obeyed. his words are slightly stilted, for all that he's not much impacted in terms of physicality, the impact of sasuke's body pulled hard against him is still affecting how smoothly he can speak. )
Your body's mine. You can have it back when you're sobbing from the pain. When your mind can't focus on anything but how much it hurts, when you've accepted there is no purpose to your existence except to take my cock. Then, you can earn my orgasm.
[He feels like wet clay molded by those hands, massaged to a soft and pliable looseness at that request, that directive Let me. It is so easy to put the reins of control into this man's hands now that he does not think twice, a dreamy look in his eyes at Cy's blithe flare of humor. Cy could put a blade through his chest and he would not flinch — he would take it, and die slowly, bleeding into these hands until he was drained, and he'd drift peacefully away. It is a defenselessness he has never known in his life before. It would be terrifying if it didn't feel so good.
Instead those strong hands seize his weight from beneath his thighs, driving a brutal rhythm that leaves no room for tolerance or mercy. He feels himself slammed down onto Cy's cock with a ruthless precision that forces the air out of his chest on tattered breaths — so thoroughly that he doesn't have time to breathe back in, left in that narrow reactive space where he can't fill his lungs as fast as they're emptied. The chafe of Cy's dick dragging in the channel of his ass isn't soothed, only gets worse, a burn that builds and builds until he feels it rubbing directly against his prostate.
Make it hurt. Where his body might have once thrashed to escape this pain, he's forced to remain in the flow of it — clenching the muscles of his lower body over the man's cock, squeezing his ass hard, hearing the obscene slap of skin where they connect. And it hurts, a bright ribbon of sensation that threatens to carry his head somewhere else — tethered back only by Cy's voice.]
Yes, yes, ah — yes... [Almost like he's stuck on the word, half-choking on it.] It hurts. It hurts.
[Cy's gaze has slid off of him, and he notices it even in the fog of everything else, that tilt of focus gone away — like Cy is looking at him from a distance. It catches in his mind but doesn't negate the physical reassurance of Cy's touch across his thighs, so in the moment he lets it go, pushes it back — easy enough when he's coming in the next moment untouched. The orgasm spills out of him, striping Cy's belly in threads, yet miraculously he does not soften, cock left stiff and swollen that urgent shade of red. And Cy fucks him through it. That savage pace doesn't falter, friction burning inside of him, overstimulated by the continuous pressure against his prostate. Sasuke lets his hand reach out to hook into the d-ring of the collar, a yank that tethers him in place as he's brought down onto Cy's cock — and he experiences a second orgasm with no refractory period. It feels almost too sudden, too violent; his voice breaks on a cry that collapses into sobbing, eyes wet with tears as his chest heaves and he shakes in Cy's hold.]
( sasuke's body may as well been carved around him for how well they fit — an occupation of every negative space they have each in turn. sasuke shakes around the intrusion, from the pain, but there's no resistance in him. there's only acceptance, a welcoming of the pain of it into his body, driving him bonelessly spent, trembling hotly in cy's grasp. the desperate, keening sobs have him fighting the urge to get off immediately — imagine telling sasuke once upon a time that crying gets him off, only to have him become a fucking gold medalist at the art. this boy takes overachievement seriously.
the second, immediate orgasm is a surprise — but a welcome one. cy pulls him back down in a final punishing grip, and then leaves him connected at that deepest, most intimate point, one hand steady at the boy's wrist where he's gripping onto the collar. the other is dragged through the mess sasuke made of his abdomen, and then his fingers — glistening wetly with the boy's come — are lifted and presented before his mouth. )
Good boy. ( is murmured, soft praise for how well sasuke took his cock, for coming twice in such quick succession, for the way he bends, obedient, to clean cy's hand. ) You are so fucking perfect. Every inch of you. Every piece, every part. Your soul was made to fit me.
( there's a slight shift as he pulls sasuke down against his chest, cradling him in the sticky mess of sweat and come, hips angled well enough that the change permits no mercy to sasuke's ass. )
I love the way you cry for me. The tears, the way your body shakes, the way your breath goes ragged. I bet you could get me off just doing that, being so, so good for me that way.
( idly, as sasuke lays against him, cy slips fingers into his mouth and proceeds to sink into an almost meditative thrusting there, a stand-in for a forced blowjob he can't currently manage given the fact his cock is otherwise occupied. )
After I come inside you, I want to put a plug in your ass to keep my seed where it belongs. Then, I want you to change to a woman so I can do it again in another hole. Don't speak. ( there's a warning stroke of his fingers against the base of sasuke's tongue, petting him there but also preventing a verbal answer. come to think of it, there's a mask they could use... hm. ) Nod yes or no.
[The praise soothes that itch in him, sore and needy for attention and approval from this man alone. He suspects there is no one left alive that he would feel this craving for acknowledgement from. And Cy satisfies it, a vocalization of pleasure that brightens every point of hurt until the ache is perfect, until it is exactly what he needs.
No hesitation surfaces when those fingers lift to his mouth. Sasuke's lips part, taking in the intrusion now with a practiced tongue, tasting himself as he's made to clean his own mess from Cy's hand, throat working to swallow the excess saliva that pools in his mouth. He can feel how deeply Cy's cock sits inside of him, the way his own body cradles the heavy heat of it in a tight, throbbing clench — eyes rapt on the man's face, cheeks flushed, expression adoring. Cy could do anything to him now and he would thank him for it.
Yet there is the promise of feeling Cy fill him up close at hand. A physical shiver passes through Sasuke, tempered by the fact he cannot speak, can only allow his voice to reverberate messily around the fingers that push into his mouth, toying with his tongue. The penetration from both ends is enough to make him squirm with need even in the fresh wake of his own release. He tries to rock his ass down into Cy's lap, but at this angle he doesn't have much momentum, rhythm and pace too beholden to Cy's control.
A glassy look settles into his eyes at the command, and his affirmative nod is barely a thought. It is careful so as not to dislodge the man's fingers where they sit on his tongue, testing the tight flex of a gag reflex at the back of his throat — but Sasuke almost cannot help it. Desire runs a hot river through him, wanting to feel Cy's come inside of him. He wants it everywhere, in his body and on his skin, until his world is nothing else. Until he is under Cy's complete dominion.]
( another slow thrust of his fingers and then he reclaims his hand, a string of drool briefly connecting them in a line like a shimmering filament before it breaks at the apogee of the stretch. cy strokes his cheek briefly, kisses his hair, and then: )
[He is glad for the order, glad to work for it — tongue cleaning the drool from his lips as his head turns to nuzzle that hand. He almost wants to ask for the fingers back in his mouth so he can take them deeper and feel the dual sensations of being fucked at the same time, but then he wouldn't be able to speak, wouldn't be able to kiss in turn. There are so many sensations he wants that Cy has shown him, taught him to enjoy, and he feels greedy with desire now. Heady to know that he might have this forever, if Cy really will marry him.]
Yes, sir.
[The words are all ragged breath as he steadies himself and begins a relentless rhythm, rocking in Cy's lap, riding the man's cock even against that burn of penetration from limited lubricant — the harsh drag feels so good. It satisfies an untempered ache in him. Sweat prickles on his skin for the effort, face flushed, right hand hooked into the d-ring of the collar for stability.]
( there's a dizzying moment when he barely feels his own body — when it seems more as if he's a casual observer of the experience. the smell of sex and sweat feel seedy beneath the light floral scent of whatever was used to clean the room last. the mattress has skidded across the floor several inches from where they first started with the natural rhythm of their bodies, and part of his mind splinters off to examine the force versus friction versus mass mathematical mess of it all, idly spinning a web of equations the way an artist might mix paint to smear a sunrise on bare canvas.
sasuke has his fingers hooked in the ring of the collar, and cy lifts his own to — in turn — wrap around his wrist. steadying him as much as holding him. another point of connection, when it feels like too much could equally well mean never enough.
he could draw it out. he could wait until sasuke is desperate and erratic in his movements, until he's sobbing and wrung out, until he's come more times from the influence of the secondary suit than the capacity of a human body should allow. but there's time enough for that, and right now he wants to do what he'd offered, what he'd threatened. on the next downward flex of sasuke's hips, cy drops his free hand to hold him there, firm against him. his right, which had been braced against sasuke's wrist, skirts upwards along the boy's arm to his shoulder to the back of his neck, pulling him in for another kiss as he comes. orgasm builds from a deep, deep wellspring of want and lust and love, and he can't quite stop the shiver that chases it, riding it out through myriad kisses and the butt of his temple against sasuke's as he breathes. soft praise spills from his lips as the storm rolls through him and settles — the one thing that doesn't abate is his grip on sasuke's hip, ensuring they stay bound together like the promise of a taken name. )
I love you.
( — is the murmur that cuts through all else, said as cy adjusts his right hand, arm a hot pressure against sasuke's back, holding him tenderly. )
My perfect, strong, beautiful man. You'll be mine until the end.
( he says that, barely audible, whispered to sasuke's ear with an intimacy that goes beyond sex and into boundless eternity. one final flex of his pelvic muscles buries a softening cock as deeply into sasuke's body as physics allows, and then: )
Just let me hold you a bit longer. Then we can get our freak on until your heart's contented, mm?
[The immediate aftermath of his own intense orgasms threatens to leave him senseless, but as usual Cy is a bulwark against that, supporting him through the recovery, hands steady where they hold him upright and tow him in for another kiss. His mouth is slack to accept it, and it doesn't feel like he really breathes until Cy has pulled back to allow it. The air is hot in his throat as he drags it in, their faces close, those words enough to coax another spell of tears back into his eyes this time for a separate reason than exquisite pain.
He shifts like he's trying to wrap his legs around Cy's waist, though their current positions make it difficult unless Cy makes adjusts to allow it. He's aware of the soft, wet place where they're still connected and he rocks a little into it just to feel the weight of Cy's cock inside of him, less for sexual gratification than a reminder of intimacy. Cy's come slightly dulls the chafing ache from before with its slickness.]
I love you. I swear I'll never leave you.
[A stupid thing to claim when he has no control over it in this dimension — but he means it. He will make it true. As his body begins to calm those shaking tremors in Cy's hold, as reason returns, he releases fingers from the collar on Cy's throat and cups the man's cheek, petting at the bristle of stubble and then kissing him again before his arm drapes bonelessly around strong shoulders.]
I think... [With Cy, he is past the point of embarrassment, but this is different enough that his words falter.] My body feels a little different from the Diamond suit. I, ah — came twice. That isn't normal, is it?
( he laughs, warm and rough as he shifts to allow whatever movement sasuke initiates — the flex of powerful thighs, the boneless drape of his arm. )
After all the times I've gotten you off, you gotta ask me that? Lord.
( he's clearly teasing, by the fact that he rocks up into him, slow. )
It's probably the suit, but I'm not mad about it. Feeling your body clench around me when you come is the closest to Jōdo I've ever been. ( he nuzzles into the hollow of sasuke's throat, mouth curved in a soft smile. ) I'll have to get creative if I want to keep up with you. I've still got some of those candies — though I'm not averse to using my fingers or my mouth or having you top. Or toys.
( like. they've got options. but first, they've got a script to follow. namely — )
You wanna swap forms while I'm inside you?
( they've done it with a dildo, but only one involved party was privy to that sensation. cy, on the other hand, wants to wreck his boyfriend in every possible way, thanks. )
[Fiancé now, actually — a thought that may wake him in a hot sweat of elation later tonight, but for now he's too preoccupied with the meager movement of Cy's hips underneath his lap, jostling where they're joined. He bites his tongue to keep from moaning aloud, because the jutsu will require focus.]
Yes. I want to. [All of those options are nothing he would turn down, but this one is vivid in his mind right now, a challenge as much as a continuation of pleasure.]
... This technique was never meant to be used this way, though, I don't think. [There's a short, breathy little laugh.] But it isn't the first time I've broken a rule.
[His right hand reaches out, seeking and finding Cy's in that familiar grasp, a pattern of seals to form the henge that he notices Cy has memorized now. Then, the transformation — a shiver of muscle settling into the new body, fine chakra control maintaining most of his form except where he wants it to change. Those female characteristics that Cy has explored a few times by now, the long dark hair and full breasts, the warm press of his cunt now against Cy's lower belly.]
Oh, I imagine none of your zany ninja tricks have been meant to facilitate you getting dicked down by a god. Just wait until I force you to use the clone technique so I can wreck like, six of you.
( he'll fuckin' do it, too. but he does fall somewhat (ha) silent as he lets sasuke focus, and once his body changes cy shivers, a fullbody tremble that speaks to just how much it affects him. he's made no secret that he prefers sasuke, of course, in the body that suits him best. truly, what grips him by the throat about the transformation isn't the tits or the well-served cunt, it's just — knowing that sasuke is willing to do it, that he's come so far from the kid who talked about women in the context of weakness.
there's a faint groan as he presses his forehead to sasuke's shoulder. )
God, you're so hot. It's killing me. One day we're gonna get you a strap-on to wear so you can fuck me while you've got tits I can play with.
( yes, it's fundamentally different than sasuke just fucking him as a man, shh. )
[Don't turn the clone technique into a challenge.]
Would you really enjoy something like that? [He worries at his lower lip, briefly.] Never mind. Don't answer.
[Extracting his right hand from Cy's own, he places it palm-down onto the man's chest for leverage in his upright position, turning his chin to gently nudge at Cy's temple in an affectionate gesture. Then he drags in a ragged breath, because — he feels the effects of the suit running through him, mingled with the natural desire still present, always present with this man. It should be tempered, a low-burning flame after more than one orgasm, but instead it hits him in a harsh wave, newly changed in this body.]
Cy. [Sasuke grinds down, feeling where the man's cock remains slickly buried in his ass, softened and spent.] Something is different.
[His hand hooks itself onto Cy's shoulder and he draws himself in close as if for an embrace, pressing the swell of breasts to the hard plane of Cy's front.]
cy opens his mouth, and closes it with a click at that chastisement, content to just let sasuke nuzzle into him. he lifts his hips briefly in answer to that downward grind — not quite to the point of getting hard again, but close. that statement, however, takes him out of the haze of lust and his gaze sharpens on the boy, nudging him to sit back so he can examine him. )
Sore how?
( one hand lifts to cup gently at one breast, palpating the flesh gently to see if anything feels out of place. it could be anything — presumably, this body can menstruate, so it's possible that what he's feeling is the result of pms or some other symptom. )
[The squeeze of Cy's hand over his breasts causes another squirm, this one a little less articulate where he's still split over Cy's cock, clearly a reflexive physical reaction that he can't control. Even though Cy is gentle, the ache only intensifies that uncomfortable soreness. His own hand lifts, fingers hooking around the circle of the man's wrist loosely.]
It's hard to tell. Don't they look — bigger? [Sasuke's brow furrows in a pointed look, as if to say: Be serious.] I mean more than usual.
[Yes, he has adjusted this body according to Cy's preferences, but not to any extreme. Yet now his breasts feel heavy in a noticeable way, almost swollen, tips of nipples flushed red.]
They're also... not supposed to be this firm. [how do breasts work???
Experimentally Sasuke shifts his hand to the other side of his chest, testing the heft, used to the pliancy and elasticity of soft flesh that has diminished now.]
( oh. give him a fucking minute. the pieces come together, and cy pauses where he'd been about to experimentally pinch one of sasuke's nipples, instead changing tacks so he can pet at sasuke's hand to reassure him. then his attention flickers up to sasuke's face.
there is almost no way he's going to take this any kind of well, but — )
Uh, one of the side effects is physical changes, right?
( he presses sasuke's palm open, thumb seeking out the diamond sigil, tracing its outline gently. he's had enough pregnant partners to know the signs, now that he's thinking critically and not just out of concern. )
Sweetheart, bear with me on this one — but I think that your body might be trying to produce milk. Which, for the record — I find wildly hot — but if it's going to be uncomfortable for you, you should change back.
( there's a bead of milk that glimmers on the breast that sasuke had chosen to manipulate himself, and cy reaches up to thumb the droplet away. he wants to taste it, but without sasuke's consent or permission it feels — wrong, so he just rubs it between his fingers until it's worn away, instead. )
[Mismatched eyes dart over, studying the diamond on the center of his palm where Cy has touched it — and he didn't miss the droplet of moisture wicked away by Cy's thumb, an inconspicuous motion drawing little attention, mindful of his potential discomfort. Even in this, Cy is so careful with him that it coaxes the burn of humiliation down to a low smolder.
Sasuke answers the kiss, lips warmly pliant against Cy's own, and on the withdrawal he listens, nose tingling where Cy sets that quick peck after. He glances down at the swell of his own breasts, still firm and heavy — making him aware of them in a new way, more prominent than just the simple softness of curves and female features — not to mention the ache that hasn't abated. He wants to squeeze them to seek relief, but he wonders if more of it will come out, and whether that would be... strange.]
I thought that only happened when the woman was pregnant.
[His voice lowers, like he's saying something illicit. Between them, well — it's certainly an oft-visited subject.]
Normally, but not always — there's other things that can cause it, too. Including, apparently, casino fuckery.
( he lets his hand drop away, attenuated to the way sasuke's voice drops low, that tone and the implication contained therein makes his cock twitch where it's still buried in sasuke's ass. )
Ah, yeah. I wouldn't call it a kink the way some of the other things we do together are, but — I enjoy it. More when it's the result of me knocking someone up.
( he's explained that before, how it's about the intimacy and the expression of love and affection that's tied in with that mutual ownership borne of creating a life together. that, more than the act itself, is what drives him crazy. )
[A low hum, because he does remember when that kink was first introduced to him as a concept, and how unfathomable it seemed at the time. Yet with Cy, anything becomes possible. Even more given the clarity Cy provides.
He sits better upright, reaching for the man's hand again and leading it up to his chest, molding that warm palm underneath the shape of one of his breasts. He closes their fingers, indenting soft flesh — and squirms a little for the answering sensation, sore and aching. Another droplet shines, beading at one red nipple.]
I wouldn't be surprised if you had managed to knock me up by now.
[Ah. It's a dangerous idea, potent as aphrodisiac in his blood. He shouldn't feel so hopeful — this isn't the place for it, he knows. But that is why they have this instead. The love and the trust and the indulgence of fantasy.]
( — is the quip that follows, automatic as all such shenaniganry is from cy. but his expression is soft, tender and settled in a way that seems to crop up most of all when sasuke does something that can only be an expression of love. he palms one breast, and then levers himself upwards on his elbow to close his mouth over that reddened nipple. one slow, torturous suck rewards him with the taste of milk on his tongue, impossibly warm.
he'd expected to find it arousing. but what he doesn't expect is the way that lust and desire and love comingle into an urge that's nearly uncontrollable, to possess sasuke down to the very atomic stardust that brought him into being. distantly, he recognizes the effects of aphrodisiac — the bodily fluids themselves? something in the air? — but he doesn't truly care. he just wants, abruptly overburdened with the need.
his fingers knead at pliant flesh, and the reward is another taste of him, some new part of sasuke yet unexplored — swallowed down in hungry greed. sasuke will find that his cock, flagging with the aftermath of orgasm, is once again rock hard in the seat of his ass.
cy breaks the seal of his mouth to press a kiss against sasuke's sternum. )
Stop me now if it isn't your thing. I think there's — ( words are difficult, and he makes an annoyed little sound pressed against sasuke's skin. ) — something. Aphrodisiac. In your bodily fluids. Might get harder to control myself.
[The sensation is wholly foreign, but he's explored enough new realms of experimentation with Cy that it doesn't frighten him at all, instead finding that deep rush of love and affection through his bloodstream. He wants to kiss Cy, but the man's mouth is occupied at his breast, sucking the milk this body has produced whether by resort happenstance or by some other, physical mechanism — he'll privately pretend one over the other. That Cy is the one who has caused this. The pleasure is electrifying, the sight of Cy's mouth closed over the peak of one nipple burned into his immediate awareness next to the dull, throbbing relief from a hand kneading swollen flesh.
He can feel the moment Cy's dick thickens again. He knows this man's body well enough by now that it raises a flag in his mind, because Cy is usually not so quick to respond, but — ah. The question is answered.]
No, no, I don't want to stop. Please don't stop. [That additional pressure where Cy's cock is seated in his ass makes his legs clench, muscle taut in the thighs. He can feel how wet he's become already, cunt against Cy's pelvic bone, a separate throb to the soreness of his breasts.] It's okay. I trust you. I want you to fuck me, and keep...
[He gasps, trying to coax Cy's mouth back onto his nipple for the hot relief of suction.]
It helps when you do that. The ache — it's better.
( every time sasuke expresses himself so plainly, his wants and desires and choices — it's a testament to the work he's done, and how intently he's set his shoulder to the wheel. he's come so far, and cy is achingly, eternally proud of that growth that it feels dizzying, like the ground might collapse beneath their feet and leave them falling forever.
one hand slips to sasuke's back, pulling him in tight so that there's no escape from that relief, tongue laving at his breast where milk has dripped down, chasing the path of it back to his reddened nipple. )
Fuck. ( articulate of him, actually, murmured as he rubs his cheek, catlike, against sasuke's breast. ) I want to plug up your ass and fuck your cunt. ( but that?? involves?? stopping what he's doing?? even briefly, he's loathe to entertain it. two wolves, etc etc.
it takes him longer than usual to do the math to pull sasuke's box of sex toys and cleaning supplies closer — and even then, his calculations are slightly off, just enough that he has to stretch to pull it nearer. he rummages for a plug, one of the ones that was almost cruelly thick at first but that sasuke's had plenty of practice with by now, and takes it out. it does get a generous amount of lube, done with one hand and mostly without looking — he's too fixated on what he's doing in the general vicinity of sasuke's tits to really pay much visual mind to anything else. luckily: multitasking is an old bedfellow, and he doesn't mind the challenge of it all. once it's ready, he pulls back from one breast, letting his teeth catch and drag on the nipple, swallowing before he says: )
I want you to take this in one go, okay sweetheart? Be a good boy for me.
( his voice is wrecked — low and roughened with lust as he urges sasuke up and off his cock with a light touch to his thigh. the tapered head of the plug is offered next, cy shifting his weight just a little on the mattress so that he can brace the base against his thigh to provide support for sasuke sinking down on it. )
Go on, all the way. It's gonna hurt — eyes on me as you take it.
no subject
( he hadn't intended to be a passive bystander for the act in its entirety — though he makes no move to stop sasuke even when the lubrication has been worn away, knowing now that he likes the burn, trusting now that he'll stop if he needs to — he does eventually lift a hand to card sasuke's hair back from his face. it feels like his only awareness of time comes with the changing length of it, those strands so soft and silk-smooth as they run through his fingers.
sasuke's gaze is met and held without hesitation. he wants to look at him, wants to see the first furrows of pleasure and pain as they vie for room in his expression. he wants to surrender to the mercy of the sharingan and its disparate twin. he wants, and wants, and wants.
his hands lift to sasuke's shoulders, pulling him into an angle that's punishing on the core, wanting to see him work, to fuck himself to enthusiastic exhaustion until every last bit of tension is wrung out of him like a bloodletting. for all that it's a little graceless, a little messy, there is the same wild beauty in this as in a storm, as when lightning splits the sky.
one particular downward grind has him bite his lip bloody, and there's an inarticulate tangle of noise that spills from his mouth as his fingers hook against sasuke's back and drag down, leaving livid furrows that drag bruises to the surface from the wings of his shoulderblades to the small of his back where, in a small mercy, his hands settle around sasuke's hips. thumbs catch at the jut of his iliac crest, and a brief exertion of strength resists the next flex of sasuke's thighs, keeping him nailed to the altar of cy's cock with what barely seems like effort. )
Do you want it to hurt?
( an echo of that disastrous first time, where the impulses of suit and sadism had intersected badly. offered again, now, freely and with nothing else but trust, but love writ plain on his face. )
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Then he feels Cy's nails in his back, raking hot lines to the surface of skin, catching on the dead nerves of scar tissue but alive and vibrant with pain everywhere else. He wonders if Cy has drawn blood. He hopes, and he wants it to leave a mark as long as possible, deep enough to mottle with the bruising that discolors his skin in that claiming way. It means Cy has touched him, changed and possessed him.
Sasuke recognizes the question, because his own thoughts are drifting back on all of their conversations and encounters — he can't forget anything they've said or done. He never will. He remembers the first time Cy asked him that, and how it sounded over the device, dark and intoxicating, a trigger for some instinct or urge he had yet to recognize. He remembers his own thoughtless compliance, just like now—]
Yes, [a word that sounds like begging as he writhes on Cy's cock, clenching his hole around the intrusion of hard flesh until it aches.] Yes, please. Yes.
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( it's a request for submission, for sasuke to go lax and boneless in his grip, meaning made clear by a stroke from his hips to his knees, fingers kneading tenderly into the corded muscle until the tension melts away like an equation wiped from a blackboard, until sasuke gives him total control and absolute obeisance. with humour — almost self-deprecatory: )
You're still doing the finishing act, don't think you can bat your pretty eyes at me and have me do all the hard work for you.
( it's a good-natured threat as these things go — and then he blows sasuke a cheeky little kiss and a wink before he sets to his work: namely, lifting sasuke with his palms levered beneath his thighs, thumbs pressed to a deep bruise against their sides to give him a solid, punishing grip that lets him drag sasuke back down in a merciless drag. cy's more practiced at establishing a rhythm, and this one will push sasuke to his limits and past them — there's no time offered to acclimate, to adjust, to breathe. everything is narrowed down to this act balanced on the blade of a knife: the use of sasuke's body for no purpose other than to seed pain into this deepest part of him until every other cruel thing he's ever endured in his life is drowned out by the immediacy and the urgency of the inward spear of cy's cock, the drag of its head against his prostate, the chafe of ill-suited skin as the lube wears away. sasuke's pleasure, which has been cradled lovingly and guarded fiercely from that first encounter onward, seems almost unconsidered here — and anything felt is incidental to the aim.
but his attention goes — unfocused, faraway. the connection of their gaze, which had barely flagged for blinking to now, is lost. not disassociation, exactly, but — there are some things he can stand to see reflected in sasuke's expression and some he can't. instead, his attention is on fixed point that does not directly align to any one thing on sasuke's body, lax. but he's still here, still in the moment — assurance offered in the shelter of an occasional stroke of one thumb against sasuke's thigh. )
Keep your ass clenched around me. Don't you dare relax. You want it to hurt? Make it hurt.
( that's half a snarl — the sort of low, whipcrack command that means he expects to be obeyed. his words are slightly stilted, for all that he's not much impacted in terms of physicality, the impact of sasuke's body pulled hard against him is still affecting how smoothly he can speak. )
Your body's mine. You can have it back when you're sobbing from the pain. When your mind can't focus on anything but how much it hurts, when you've accepted there is no purpose to your existence except to take my cock. Then, you can earn my orgasm.
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Instead those strong hands seize his weight from beneath his thighs, driving a brutal rhythm that leaves no room for tolerance or mercy. He feels himself slammed down onto Cy's cock with a ruthless precision that forces the air out of his chest on tattered breaths — so thoroughly that he doesn't have time to breathe back in, left in that narrow reactive space where he can't fill his lungs as fast as they're emptied. The chafe of Cy's dick dragging in the channel of his ass isn't soothed, only gets worse, a burn that builds and builds until he feels it rubbing directly against his prostate.
Make it hurt. Where his body might have once thrashed to escape this pain, he's forced to remain in the flow of it — clenching the muscles of his lower body over the man's cock, squeezing his ass hard, hearing the obscene slap of skin where they connect. And it hurts, a bright ribbon of sensation that threatens to carry his head somewhere else — tethered back only by Cy's voice.]
Yes, yes, ah — yes... [Almost like he's stuck on the word, half-choking on it.] It hurts. It hurts.
[Cy's gaze has slid off of him, and he notices it even in the fog of everything else, that tilt of focus gone away — like Cy is looking at him from a distance. It catches in his mind but doesn't negate the physical reassurance of Cy's touch across his thighs, so in the moment he lets it go, pushes it back — easy enough when he's coming in the next moment untouched. The orgasm spills out of him, striping Cy's belly in threads, yet miraculously he does not soften, cock left stiff and swollen that urgent shade of red. And Cy fucks him through it. That savage pace doesn't falter, friction burning inside of him, overstimulated by the continuous pressure against his prostate. Sasuke lets his hand reach out to hook into the d-ring of the collar, a yank that tethers him in place as he's brought down onto Cy's cock — and he experiences a second orgasm with no refractory period. It feels almost too sudden, too violent; his voice breaks on a cry that collapses into sobbing, eyes wet with tears as his chest heaves and he shakes in Cy's hold.]
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the second, immediate orgasm is a surprise — but a welcome one. cy pulls him back down in a final punishing grip, and then leaves him connected at that deepest, most intimate point, one hand steady at the boy's wrist where he's gripping onto the collar. the other is dragged through the mess sasuke made of his abdomen, and then his fingers — glistening wetly with the boy's come — are lifted and presented before his mouth. )
Good boy. ( is murmured, soft praise for how well sasuke took his cock, for coming twice in such quick succession, for the way he bends, obedient, to clean cy's hand. ) You are so fucking perfect. Every inch of you. Every piece, every part. Your soul was made to fit me.
( there's a slight shift as he pulls sasuke down against his chest, cradling him in the sticky mess of sweat and come, hips angled well enough that the change permits no mercy to sasuke's ass. )
I love the way you cry for me. The tears, the way your body shakes, the way your breath goes ragged. I bet you could get me off just doing that, being so, so good for me that way.
( idly, as sasuke lays against him, cy slips fingers into his mouth and proceeds to sink into an almost meditative thrusting there, a stand-in for a forced blowjob he can't currently manage given the fact his cock is otherwise occupied. )
After I come inside you, I want to put a plug in your ass to keep my seed where it belongs. Then, I want you to change to a woman so I can do it again in another hole. Don't speak. ( there's a warning stroke of his fingers against the base of sasuke's tongue, petting him there but also preventing a verbal answer. come to think of it, there's a mask they could use... hm. ) Nod yes or no.
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No hesitation surfaces when those fingers lift to his mouth. Sasuke's lips part, taking in the intrusion now with a practiced tongue, tasting himself as he's made to clean his own mess from Cy's hand, throat working to swallow the excess saliva that pools in his mouth. He can feel how deeply Cy's cock sits inside of him, the way his own body cradles the heavy heat of it in a tight, throbbing clench — eyes rapt on the man's face, cheeks flushed, expression adoring. Cy could do anything to him now and he would thank him for it.
Yet there is the promise of feeling Cy fill him up close at hand. A physical shiver passes through Sasuke, tempered by the fact he cannot speak, can only allow his voice to reverberate messily around the fingers that push into his mouth, toying with his tongue. The penetration from both ends is enough to make him squirm with need even in the fresh wake of his own release. He tries to rock his ass down into Cy's lap, but at this angle he doesn't have much momentum, rhythm and pace too beholden to Cy's control.
A glassy look settles into his eyes at the command, and his affirmative nod is barely a thought. It is careful so as not to dislodge the man's fingers where they sit on his tongue, testing the tight flex of a gag reflex at the back of his throat — but Sasuke almost cannot help it. Desire runs a hot river through him, wanting to feel Cy's come inside of him. He wants it everywhere, in his body and on his skin, until his world is nothing else. Until he is under Cy's complete dominion.]
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( another slow thrust of his fingers and then he reclaims his hand, a string of drool briefly connecting them in a line like a shimmering filament before it breaks at the apogee of the stretch. cy strokes his cheek briefly, kisses his hair, and then: )
Get me off, my beautiful whore. Work for it.
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Yes, sir.
[The words are all ragged breath as he steadies himself and begins a relentless rhythm, rocking in Cy's lap, riding the man's cock even against that burn of penetration from limited lubricant — the harsh drag feels so good. It satisfies an untempered ache in him. Sweat prickles on his skin for the effort, face flushed, right hand hooked into the d-ring of the collar for stability.]
Please — please come inside of me. Fill me up.
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sasuke has his fingers hooked in the ring of the collar, and cy lifts his own to — in turn — wrap around his wrist. steadying him as much as holding him. another point of connection, when it feels like too much could equally well mean never enough.
he could draw it out. he could wait until sasuke is desperate and erratic in his movements, until he's sobbing and wrung out, until he's come more times from the influence of the secondary suit than the capacity of a human body should allow. but there's time enough for that, and right now he wants to do what he'd offered, what he'd threatened. on the next downward flex of sasuke's hips, cy drops his free hand to hold him there, firm against him. his right, which had been braced against sasuke's wrist, skirts upwards along the boy's arm to his shoulder to the back of his neck, pulling him in for another kiss as he comes. orgasm builds from a deep, deep wellspring of want and lust and love, and he can't quite stop the shiver that chases it, riding it out through myriad kisses and the butt of his temple against sasuke's as he breathes. soft praise spills from his lips as the storm rolls through him and settles — the one thing that doesn't abate is his grip on sasuke's hip, ensuring they stay bound together like the promise of a taken name. )
I love you.
( — is the murmur that cuts through all else, said as cy adjusts his right hand, arm a hot pressure against sasuke's back, holding him tenderly. )
My perfect, strong, beautiful man. You'll be mine until the end.
( he says that, barely audible, whispered to sasuke's ear with an intimacy that goes beyond sex and into boundless eternity. one final flex of his pelvic muscles buries a softening cock as deeply into sasuke's body as physics allows, and then: )
Just let me hold you a bit longer. Then we can get our freak on until your heart's contented, mm?
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He shifts like he's trying to wrap his legs around Cy's waist, though their current positions make it difficult unless Cy makes adjusts to allow it. He's aware of the soft, wet place where they're still connected and he rocks a little into it just to feel the weight of Cy's cock inside of him, less for sexual gratification than a reminder of intimacy. Cy's come slightly dulls the chafing ache from before with its slickness.]
I love you. I swear I'll never leave you.
[A stupid thing to claim when he has no control over it in this dimension — but he means it. He will make it true. As his body begins to calm those shaking tremors in Cy's hold, as reason returns, he releases fingers from the collar on Cy's throat and cups the man's cheek, petting at the bristle of stubble and then kissing him again before his arm drapes bonelessly around strong shoulders.]
I think... [With Cy, he is past the point of embarrassment, but this is different enough that his words falter.] My body feels a little different from the Diamond suit. I, ah — came twice. That isn't normal, is it?
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After all the times I've gotten you off, you gotta ask me that? Lord.
( he's clearly teasing, by the fact that he rocks up into him, slow. )
It's probably the suit, but I'm not mad about it. Feeling your body clench around me when you come is the closest to Jōdo I've ever been. ( he nuzzles into the hollow of sasuke's throat, mouth curved in a soft smile. ) I'll have to get creative if I want to keep up with you. I've still got some of those candies — though I'm not averse to using my fingers or my mouth or having you top. Or toys.
( like. they've got options. but first, they've got a script to follow. namely — )
You wanna swap forms while I'm inside you?
( they've done it with a dildo, but only one involved party was privy to that sensation. cy, on the other hand, wants to wreck his boyfriend in every possible way, thanks. )
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Yes. I want to. [All of those options are nothing he would turn down, but this one is vivid in his mind right now, a challenge as much as a continuation of pleasure.]
... This technique was never meant to be used this way, though, I don't think. [There's a short, breathy little laugh.] But it isn't the first time I've broken a rule.
[His right hand reaches out, seeking and finding Cy's in that familiar grasp, a pattern of seals to form the henge that he notices Cy has memorized now. Then, the transformation — a shiver of muscle settling into the new body, fine chakra control maintaining most of his form except where he wants it to change. Those female characteristics that Cy has explored a few times by now, the long dark hair and full breasts, the warm press of his cunt now against Cy's lower belly.]
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( he'll fuckin' do it, too. but he does fall somewhat (ha) silent as he lets sasuke focus, and once his body changes cy shivers, a fullbody tremble that speaks to just how much it affects him. he's made no secret that he prefers sasuke, of course, in the body that suits him best. truly, what grips him by the throat about the transformation isn't the tits or the well-served cunt, it's just — knowing that sasuke is willing to do it, that he's come so far from the kid who talked about women in the context of weakness.
there's a faint groan as he presses his forehead to sasuke's shoulder. )
God, you're so hot. It's killing me. One day we're gonna get you a strap-on to wear so you can fuck me while you've got tits I can play with.
( yes, it's fundamentally different than sasuke just fucking him as a man, shh. )
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Would you really enjoy something like that? [He worries at his lower lip, briefly.] Never mind. Don't answer.
[Extracting his right hand from Cy's own, he places it palm-down onto the man's chest for leverage in his upright position, turning his chin to gently nudge at Cy's temple in an affectionate gesture. Then he drags in a ragged breath, because — he feels the effects of the suit running through him, mingled with the natural desire still present, always present with this man. It should be tempered, a low-burning flame after more than one orgasm, but instead it hits him in a harsh wave, newly changed in this body.]
Cy. [Sasuke grinds down, feeling where the man's cock remains slickly buried in his ass, softened and spent.] Something is different.
[His hand hooks itself onto Cy's shoulder and he draws himself in close as if for an embrace, pressing the swell of breasts to the hard plane of Cy's front.]
My chest feels... sore.
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cy opens his mouth, and closes it with a click at that chastisement, content to just let sasuke nuzzle into him. he lifts his hips briefly in answer to that downward grind — not quite to the point of getting hard again, but close. that statement, however, takes him out of the haze of lust and his gaze sharpens on the boy, nudging him to sit back so he can examine him. )
Sore how?
( one hand lifts to cup gently at one breast, palpating the flesh gently to see if anything feels out of place. it could be anything — presumably, this body can menstruate, so it's possible that what he's feeling is the result of pms or some other symptom. )
Anything else feel weird?
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It's hard to tell. Don't they look — bigger? [Sasuke's brow furrows in a pointed look, as if to say: Be serious.] I mean more than usual.
[Yes, he has adjusted this body according to Cy's preferences, but not to any extreme. Yet now his breasts feel heavy in a noticeable way, almost swollen, tips of nipples flushed red.]
They're also... not supposed to be this firm. [how do breasts work???
Experimentally Sasuke shifts his hand to the other side of his chest, testing the heft, used to the pliancy and elasticity of soft flesh that has diminished now.]
our kink bingo will never be done at this rate
there is almost no way he's going to take this any kind of well, but — )
Uh, one of the side effects is physical changes, right?
( he presses sasuke's palm open, thumb seeking out the diamond sigil, tracing its outline gently. he's had enough pregnant partners to know the signs, now that he's thinking critically and not just out of concern. )
Sweetheart, bear with me on this one — but I think that your body might be trying to produce milk. Which, for the record — I find wildly hot — but if it's going to be uncomfortable for you, you should change back.
( there's a bead of milk that glimmers on the breast that sasuke had chosen to manipulate himself, and cy reaches up to thumb the droplet away. he wants to taste it, but without sasuke's consent or permission it feels — wrong, so he just rubs it between his fingers until it's worn away, instead. )
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Milk?
[His face is the brightest shade of pink that Cy has probably ever seen on him. He cannot yet get past that one word.]
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cy huffs — no hiding the faint amusement there, but then he doesn't really try as he cups the back of sasuke's neck and pulls him in for a kiss. )
It's natural for this body to have the capacity to do that. It's probably some suit thing, I haven't read up too much on what diamonds get up to.
( his hand feathers into sasuke's hair as another kiss is dropped against the bridge of his nose. )
It's all right if you want to change. I know that's not exactly what you signed up for here.
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Sasuke answers the kiss, lips warmly pliant against Cy's own, and on the withdrawal he listens, nose tingling where Cy sets that quick peck after. He glances down at the swell of his own breasts, still firm and heavy — making him aware of them in a new way, more prominent than just the simple softness of curves and female features — not to mention the ache that hasn't abated. He wants to squeeze them to seek relief, but he wonders if more of it will come out, and whether that would be... strange.]
I thought that only happened when the woman was pregnant.
[His voice lowers, like he's saying something illicit. Between them, well — it's certainly an oft-visited subject.]
You said you... liked it?
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( he lets his hand drop away, attenuated to the way sasuke's voice drops low, that tone and the implication contained therein makes his cock twitch where it's still buried in sasuke's ass. )
Ah, yeah. I wouldn't call it a kink the way some of the other things we do together are, but — I enjoy it. More when it's the result of me knocking someone up.
( he's explained that before, how it's about the intimacy and the expression of love and affection that's tied in with that mutual ownership borne of creating a life together. that, more than the act itself, is what drives him crazy. )
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[A low hum, because he does remember when that kink was first introduced to him as a concept, and how unfathomable it seemed at the time. Yet with Cy, anything becomes possible. Even more given the clarity Cy provides.
He sits better upright, reaching for the man's hand again and leading it up to his chest, molding that warm palm underneath the shape of one of his breasts. He closes their fingers, indenting soft flesh — and squirms a little for the answering sensation, sore and aching. Another droplet shines, beading at one red nipple.]
I wouldn't be surprised if you had managed to knock me up by now.
[Ah. It's a dangerous idea, potent as aphrodisiac in his blood. He shouldn't feel so hopeful — this isn't the place for it, he knows. But that is why they have this instead. The love and the trust and the indulgence of fantasy.]
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( — is the quip that follows, automatic as all such shenaniganry is from cy. but his expression is soft, tender and settled in a way that seems to crop up most of all when sasuke does something that can only be an expression of love. he palms one breast, and then levers himself upwards on his elbow to close his mouth over that reddened nipple. one slow, torturous suck rewards him with the taste of milk on his tongue, impossibly warm.
he'd expected to find it arousing. but what he doesn't expect is the way that lust and desire and love comingle into an urge that's nearly uncontrollable, to possess sasuke down to the very atomic stardust that brought him into being. distantly, he recognizes the effects of aphrodisiac — the bodily fluids themselves? something in the air? — but he doesn't truly care. he just wants, abruptly overburdened with the need.
his fingers knead at pliant flesh, and the reward is another taste of him, some new part of sasuke yet unexplored — swallowed down in hungry greed. sasuke will find that his cock, flagging with the aftermath of orgasm, is once again rock hard in the seat of his ass.
cy breaks the seal of his mouth to press a kiss against sasuke's sternum. )
Stop me now if it isn't your thing. I think there's — ( words are difficult, and he makes an annoyed little sound pressed against sasuke's skin. ) — something. Aphrodisiac. In your bodily fluids. Might get harder to control myself.
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He can feel the moment Cy's dick thickens again. He knows this man's body well enough by now that it raises a flag in his mind, because Cy is usually not so quick to respond, but — ah. The question is answered.]
No, no, I don't want to stop. Please don't stop. [That additional pressure where Cy's cock is seated in his ass makes his legs clench, muscle taut in the thighs. He can feel how wet he's become already, cunt against Cy's pelvic bone, a separate throb to the soreness of his breasts.] It's okay. I trust you. I want you to fuck me, and keep...
[He gasps, trying to coax Cy's mouth back onto his nipple for the hot relief of suction.]
It helps when you do that. The ache — it's better.
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one hand slips to sasuke's back, pulling him in tight so that there's no escape from that relief, tongue laving at his breast where milk has dripped down, chasing the path of it back to his reddened nipple. )
Fuck. ( articulate of him, actually, murmured as he rubs his cheek, catlike, against sasuke's breast. ) I want to plug up your ass and fuck your cunt. ( but that?? involves?? stopping what he's doing?? even briefly, he's loathe to entertain it. two wolves, etc etc.
it takes him longer than usual to do the math to pull sasuke's box of sex toys and cleaning supplies closer — and even then, his calculations are slightly off, just enough that he has to stretch to pull it nearer. he rummages for a plug, one of the ones that was almost cruelly thick at first but that sasuke's had plenty of practice with by now, and takes it out. it does get a generous amount of lube, done with one hand and mostly without looking — he's too fixated on what he's doing in the general vicinity of sasuke's tits to really pay much visual mind to anything else. luckily: multitasking is an old bedfellow, and he doesn't mind the challenge of it all. once it's ready, he pulls back from one breast, letting his teeth catch and drag on the nipple, swallowing before he says: )
I want you to take this in one go, okay sweetheart? Be a good boy for me.
( his voice is wrecked — low and roughened with lust as he urges sasuke up and off his cock with a light touch to his thigh. the tapered head of the plug is offered next, cy shifting his weight just a little on the mattress so that he can brace the base against his thigh to provide support for sasuke sinking down on it. )
Go on, all the way. It's gonna hurt — eyes on me as you take it.
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cw: needleplay
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cw: gender fuckery ig
cw: gender fuckery cont.
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im just time skipping us a l'il otherwise we will be here ALL YEAR
why do they yap so much. also cw: pregnancy kink now for real lmao
they never shut the fuck up. and never stop fucking. we've created a monster.
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cw: deliberate misgendering from here on out
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we forgot the cnc warning oop
abandon shame all ye who enter here
that's a good way of putting it 🤡🤡🤡
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cw: kv does war crimes again
😭😭
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the day sasuke says 'tits' outloud his sexism will be cured
he will be a changed (wo)man
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cw: deranged cnc talk ig
pillow talk for them
truly tbqh
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we're going to stumble out of this cr like we've just lost 100 years in faerie tbqh
yeah 🤡🤡🤡
the cysuke experience
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